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This Is How I Woke Up. Sound Familiar?

 

I am able to see outlines around people, they are not colorful more of like a white haze, that at moments may grow brighter. I also see movement on walls, it used to be creepy but It has gotten better. When I close my eyes a bunch of figures twirl and kind of go like a tornado of colors, and shapes that are actually pretty cool and very trippy. I will now briefly tell you how this all began to happen.

I have always since I was a kid have been very intuitive, I hated school and as a young elementary school kid I was able to treat my class room like a cult, kids would follow me around and do as I said with no apparent reason. Because I was young I didn't know what to do with this ability and of course when you are six and up you take advantage of it. It was pretty creepy actually that they all did what I wanted them to. All this happened to me for a reason, I feel like a lab rat sometimes. I am 31 years old, and this happened to me about 3 months ago. I will tell you more about it:

I had been watching videos of indigo child Matias De Stefano (I recommend them to you), and felt enlightened, I thought that the gaps that where missing between what I have heard from religion and what I thought where logic to me where filled.

I have a friend who showed them to me, she has been studying energy with the Ishaya monks for almost ten years, she also studied a lot about quantum physics, and everything that has to do with energy, the law of attraction etc. She is also studying to do reiki, anyways, after days of chatting about life in general and what our creation really is I had this epiphany that life is all a matter of frequency and depending on the frequency that you are on you view life differently, attract different things and people, and how you relate to them depends on the frequency you and the other individual are on. Also, when something life changing happens, either you move up to a higher frequency or a lower one, until you hit bottom and either you will eventually reach your demise or you will go up to a higher frequency. I don't know if this all makes sense? My friend was a little shocked she had to study all those years to reach the same conclusion I did and kind of taken aback by it, and I did it just by thinking.

That night I had a weird dream. I was filled with a light and it lifted me from the floor and 3 girls I didn't know and had never seen before in my life where there and where amazed by it, I tried to teach them to do the same in my dream but couldn't because I had no idea why I did it myself. During the dream the girls told me that they all exist and they get together to see each other when they go to sleep, and this is the first time they saw me. I told my friend about the dream but she disregard it and told me if it was something special that I wouldn't have a doubt about it cause it feels different, a few days later something told me to go visit her, I never do because she is a bit arrogant about the whole studying energy thing and sees the rest of human kind and this dimension as something stupid. She says "3D sucks" anyway once I was there, we got into it about Christ, and all the ascended masters, about energy, other dimensions, aliens, the change of frequency in the year 2012 etc. As we were talking she said something that after that changed my life forever she said: "In this world you can do anything you want, except for going against God's will" as soon as she said that, she got outlined by a white light not shinny more like a fog and I cried, I was in shock not cried cause I was sad, I was just shocked, I had been an atheist almost my whole life, I had not believe in any sort of higher power for such a long time I was just not believing what I was seeing. After seeing her like that I started seeing little lights and her outline but in rainbowish color in other parts of the room, that night began my blurry or TV static vision I still have (I do miss seeing normal without the static or wavy thing all the time).

The following two weeks have been the hardest two weeks of my life, a weird shape fog followed me everywhere even if I would cover myself completely with a blanket to go to sleep, it would be in there, there was no running away from it. For a period of 3 days the outline was intense around EVERYTHING furniture, my dogs, people, and I felt exhausted all the time but couldn't sleep. Ever since my friends house I felt my hands, feet, asleep and tingling. I was breathing through my mouth more than my nose, and everything seemed like an acid trip. I would later for a few days see eyes all over the place, on the furniture and walls. For those two weeks, my crown and forehead, in the middle of my chest and my back would hurt like crazy, like if someone was messing with me and pouring stuff either in or out of me, my crown and forehead specially. At moments I would see like lights and orbs everywhere and they started to bother me, I felt a little invaded and my privacy taken away from me. It happen so suddenly that I was incredibly scared and I felt like we are never alone and other life is always around us and believe me I didn't like it. Those days I survived by attaching myself to one of my brothers and even sleeping in his room (yet I am 31 as I said earlier).

Right now, I still have always the TV static vision, I sometimes see movement on the walls but not too heavy I just ignore it, If I see or feel something that bothers me I just say: to f*ck off, mind their own business, I am not going to their dimensions to see what they are doing, why invade mine? This might sound stupid but It has actually worked. I see a bunch of pretty twirls and hurricanes and tornados of light when I close my eyes. I do have weird dreams, and I sometimes hear people talking to me (this I find disrespectful as well) when I am waking up from sleep, and mostly I can see the outline around people and objects, no colors yet. I wish I could know what to do with this, how I can benefit other people, or if I am just going to have bad weird vision and get scared on occasion. I wish I knew why me? I believe that nothing is a coincidence and that I went to my so called friend's house that night because I was meant to do so. I don't know if this has something to do with the change of frequency that it is approaching on the year 2012, I have heard that some indigo grownups are turning into crystals since most of the indigos born in the 80's or the first wave is meant to change into crystals and this is the way of showing them there is something more. I would love to hear comments from anyone that understands this and I have been told to chill and enjoy the ride, but sitting in the back sit and letting someone drive the car that is my life and existence is new and makes me feel powerless.

I hope I can read some comments because one thing that this made me feel specially when it first started, was detached from other humans, I became strained from most of my family members, even moved away, I had this feeling like they where a vehicle from me to get here to this world but I don't feel anything if they judge me or don't agree with me anymore, One day while this was happening or right before I woke up with this feeling that I forgave heart and soul anyone who mistreated me in the past, even my family. I felt like I was watching a movie of someone who was put through stuff in the past but even though that someone was me it didn't hurt me directly, like I was seeing everything from above. I don't know if this makes sense to you either? I felt like I needed to let go and start over and seek something more from the human experience than try to meet everyone's expectations but mine, I always knew we came to this life to be happy, I just understood that in a different way now.

Thanks to everyone who took time and read this, it means a lot, I hope

I do get comments and you can share your experience, I would be more than happy to give you my email or FB page, I need to feel connected to others that are going through this change as well.

Good Luck to everyone:)

Jinxxx

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Blueberry89 (1 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-11)
What is your fb page?
That an interesting story. I have a question. You had said there were three girls you have never seen in your life that they meet up with each other in their dreams? I knew a girl who said as can do that.
jinxxx (1 stories) (5 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-12)
Thank you TIGERKING for all your comments, it is good to know I am not alone, I guess what scares me the most is the visual realization that there is so much more to living than the day to day, that there are so many forces leading the way. I was an atheist for quite a while so waking up for me was abrupt and unexpected. I am still dealing with it, though I take it more calmly, now If I see things, I wish them well but tell them they need to not make themselves visual to me, cause even though they might not one to harm me, I don't think I was built to see them, I tell them
I get them, I understand they exist, lesson learned, but I can do without actually seeing them. I pray for them and try to move on. Sometimes it sucks cause some of them look like monsters on the walls, those I am not so nice to and demand they leave, they are kind of cartoon looking even. I still see an eye or eyes when I close my eyes, for me going to sleep or getting a good night sleep is a fantasy at this point and shutting down is a task. I guess getting used to this is a process, and one that will be broken down to many stages of acceptance. What I take out of this whole experience is that I am able to value my life in a whole different way. I am seeing my past mistakes and dealing with them as if anything completely negative is being drained from me, it is quite magical. I meditate and pray that all this is for something greater and that there is love involved from GOD in my change, that one day I will be ok with it and lead a normal life. I hope I keep getting comments and bless you all.
TIGERKING (2 stories) (70 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-01)
ok

I want to explain something. When you see things it is frightening. But you shouldn't swear at them. They could actualy be there for your benefit or be a spirit who is fond of you. I know what you mean about seeing eyes and moving colors, and the static vision, I also see this. It sounds as though you are very intune. The reason why it works when you say eff off is because they don't want you to say or do bad things. The burning feeling you described sounds like you were being opened up, your abilities were being unlocked. That means you have very good inborn quality. Believe it or not, they are all good things. Remember we all will leave this life behind someday, and being able to better prepare for that day is an awesome advantage.

Though you may not realise, you have a pure hearted way of thinking. Do not think these things are out to harm you, they are actualy helping you. I understand your fear. I too get scared and though I want to experience it, I get scared when it happens. It's because we know very little about what is behind the veil of our delusion. They say ignorance is bliss, and that may be true for some... While it lasts.

Also, about how you feel as though your privacy is invaded, that is in a way funny cause to them, everything is there to see. All our actions and thoughts are clearly visible to them (angels/Deities) so I guess you could say it's good they show you they are there, so you can better watch your actions.

Regards
TIGERKING (2 stories) (70 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-01)
actualy sometimes, I see eyes everywhere. It's like everything is alive when I see this...everything. From plats to stones on the ground. It makes sense that they are alive too, because as long as it exists, it has a type of life force with a begining and end.
TIGERKING (2 stories) (70 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-01)
jinxxx

Hi there. I also see an eye when I close my eyes. I have done some study on this and it is said that it is our own eye. Our third eye. I remember the first time I tried to meditate I saw it and when I told the others about it they were surprised and it confirmed what they had read. I hadn't learned about it at the time so it was in a way evidence that what we were practicing was able to explain it. When I did read it, it was as I had experienced.
jinxxx (1 stories) (5 posts)
 
8 years ago (2011-11-01)
thx for your comments they mean a lot, losing the concept of reality to enter a whole new one is quite strange, I am still dealing with it, when I close my eyes I usually see an eye surrounded by a pattern that goes round and round all the time, it is pretty weird, I sometimes see it on walls or windows, there is always something going on. I am glad to know that there are people out there that understand what you are going through, if any of you want to be in contact please let me know...:)
HaruNoTsuki (guest)
+1
8 years ago (2011-10-19)
The part where you say about the higher frequency or demise part, and how you thought that up in a short time and your friend had to study it for a long time, is just like me. I do the same thing alone, I think of things a long time and slowly realize certain life lessons on my own, or sometimes take famous quotes and slowly take them apart and decide whether should be deemed true or not. I came onto this site a couple years ago and had some help, but never did I feel something like right now. I had an overwhelming feeling to find a certain story, and yours I find that I felt needed to be read...
Gabe0199 (2 stories) (23 posts)
+1
8 years ago (2011-10-16)
The auras is kind of like me when I started seeing them again it was like you said white outlines. I would be so tired after school.
Girasol (3 stories) (49 posts)
+1
8 years ago (2011-10-15)
Just wanted to say that over the last year I have been experiencing the same thing as you. I have also seen spirits (only from waking up to them at night), heard voices, felt and smelt things. I see colours as well as the hazes but only when I sit and really relax. Orbs seem to follow me, I'm like a magnet, they surround me at night when I am sleeping.

Its made me aware that we are not alone in this world and I always feel I am watched. It is a bit unsettling but just because we can now see these things - why be scared or freaked out by it, it was always there in the first place. We just couldn't see it.

I am still a bit wary at times but not as bad as I was at first.

I actually feel the same about life, the forgiving and moving on etc. I am a work in progress but I definitely feel a big change in me too.

All the best for your future.

A.
jamy400 (1 posts)
+1
8 years ago (2011-10-14)
That outline and haze definitely sound like you're seeing auras. I've experienced the same thing.

As for the fog thing it sounds like you really need to get away from it. It seems to be draining your energy and is not having a positive effect on your life.

I think that you should go with whatever works for you so continue saying eff off if it helps.:)

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