i once had a dream. I think it's more like a vision as I'm not really sleeping, but I'm not conscious at the same time. At that time it's not really clear, but perhaps I saw god and there's something else. Do you guys have ever experience something like this before?
Anyway since that thing happened, everything change. I once can make all what I want come true easily. I can hear voices when there's nobody around. I have this ringing on my ears. I had these vision have I close my eyes. And I become like a crazy person talking with someone else can't see. As I become older these things just creeps me out. I always wear headphone, listen to music when nobody is around. Even when I'm about to sleep I need to keep listening music to make my mind keep distracted.
As the time goes by, I'm not that sensitive anymore. I can't really hear things. But I still do have something that stays with me. I know what people think and how they feel by just looking at them. I even know what they're going to say, when I'm REALLY angry something bad will happen and I still hear that ringing voice sometimes. But these days I keep having this weird dreams and what's weirder is sometimes I dream the same thing or it continue the story from my last dream. I was thinking maybe my fear pushed my own power away. Cause I have this feeling if I let this keep happening I can get something more which I don't want to have. Like for example seeing ghost.
And yeah I still have this fear with me. But now I think that I should just accept it and face my fear. What you guys think? I'm scared and I do what to do. While my friend who can see things clearly he can just stay relax and laugh it off (-.-')