I am now 23 years old and have always ignored my strange feelings or some of the things I have seen.
Here is my where it began.
I was about 5 years old, I lived with my Aunt in a house that was just remodeled a year before that. I remember waking up from a deep sleep and walked through the hallway into the living room that lead to the kitchen looking for my Aunt like I usually would if I woke up late at night. There wasn't anyone in the living room but the light was on. From the living room there was an opening to the kitchen but the kitchen light was off. The Kitchen to the house wasn't big at all. The light from the living room could easily illuminate the kitchen, making it easy to make out the counters, the stove and refrigerator. There was a door on the other side of the kitchen that lead to our fancy dinning room which was also the laundry room and a back room door. I walked to the entrance between the living room and kitchen. There I froze. I saw this black mass in the place of where I should have been able to see the stove. I couldn't see right through it. The longer I stared directly at it the more defined it has become. It was at least 4 feet tall and the width was just a big as the stove. As soon as I was able to make out the huge red eyes staring right back at me, I ran to my Aunt's room scared out of my mind. I couldn't find the words to tell her or even how to explain what I just saw. I knew she would just brush it off and sent me back to bed. So I just requested to sleep with her for the night.
I was born and raised as a Jehovah's Witness. Majority of them are good people. I felt like there was something wrong with me for seeing and feeling things. I was extremely sheltered. The only friends I had were form the congregation I went to (church) and I was home schooled from 7th grade to my junior year of high school. The older I got the better I got at just rubbing it off.
Now that I am older and more exposed to hyper sensitive people in my life who have different feelings and abilities. I have been more self aware of the things around me. The feelings are growing stronger.
I honestly don't know what to make out of it or even how to explain it.
That is why I am here. To reach out to people who would understand and help me understand.