Drawn To The Supernatural

I don't know, I've always felt drawn to the supernatural. I'm writing this since I have no where else to post, maybe I was meant to post it here.

It all started with a dream with a man with big sort of "vampire" teeth, it felt like a nightmare. I have no recall what he was saying, but all I can remember was his creepy smile. I didn't think so much of it, until a few months later I had another dream where I was trapped in a small house, everything was black leading up was some stairs to a bed. I can't recall what I saw in that bed, because I woke up in sweat

The most recent dream I can remember was only a few days ago, where a "man" was ripping my arms off while I was standing above him at some stairs. Not only did my arms regenerate but I had a horn coming out of in the middle of my head, I can't remember much after that other than I lost "control" over myself in the dream. I don't think it was me, I tried seeking answers but somehow it seems "someone" doesn't want me to find any. I've had many nightmares / dreams over the last 10 years or so, I've somehow gotten used to them. Very rarely, I've had dreams which loops.

I wake up in the bed (in the dream), I struggle to get up from the bed. Once I'm up from the bed and proceed to go into the kitchen, there's someone waiting there in a chair. She has white hair, but once I see her. I'm suddenly back into the bed.

Dreams like this feels like forever, I have lost count how many loops it was. But in the end she says something to me but I can't understand what shes saying to me and then I wake up.

I have simply lost count / don't remember most of my dreams, I think it's about time I start understanding my nightmares and dreams. Since each time I try to get help, "something" is stopping me from figuring it out.