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Tortured Soul

 

I'm a tortured soul. Highly negative, always ill and have decided I have the worst luck ever. The catch, I have never been like this before, I am now 21 and have been dealing with it since I was 16. I have been on medications for depression and anxiety that do not help, seeing as I don't think I am depressed. I was a happy child, into sports and school with many friends.

My first experience with the paranormal I was 11 and my life was drastically changing; my family was broke, evicted from our rental property and my great grandfather and dog had passed away within 2 weeks of each other. The night before we were due to be gone I saw my grandfather and dog side by side in my closet. I vowed from that day on to never allow my mind to go there and that's when it all started.

I don't have many friends for the fact I can't stand to be around people for long. I tend to "faint" when around somebody highly emotional, I lose focus, I can't hear anything and slowly black takes over my mind. I have a weird sense of "knowing" what people around me intentions are. I often pick up my phone before it starts ringing. And am very connected to the people I am around a lot. I know when somebody's lying to me and I never feel really "alone" even when I'm showering. I don't sleep well and always have a flood of emotions that have nothing to do with me and MY feelings at that moment. I cry for no reason. And feel extremely sad about the world's problems. People often spill their deepest secrets to me even when we just meet. I have always been told I have uncanny common sense and am extremely bright but I don't feel that way. I feel like I carry the world's burden. On my shoulders and I don't know what to do.

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PathR (4 stories) (1262 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-01-19)
AnneV has explained alot.

I would like to ask a few other things?

Have you determined that depression does not run in any
Family members? If the answer is no!

Do any of your family members feel they have bad luck,
Feeling gloomy and always have a bad story that happened
To them?

When meditating have to asked if you have brought over energy
From a previous life-time which had to do with bad fortune,
Or ill health?

Do you use meditation regularly, or any type of spiritual
Protection?

Love and light
Purpleprincess (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-01-18)
Iv left out so much in my story. I have had many expierences with energies and shadows that follow me around most are harmless but when I'm alone in certain places like walking from my car to the HOUSE I FEEL LIKE SOMEBODYs "chasing" me. When I'm alone I feel like somebody is trying to get through to me, but I won't allow them. I have an overwhelming feeling I know this person, and I'm pretty sure shes female I have so much self doubt with all this because iv grown up not to believe in these things. How can I open up and find out who she is and what she wants me to do
AnneV (4 stories) (1062 posts) mod
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10 years ago (2012-01-18)
Disease always starts on the subtle and mental planes before it enters the body. We become our thoughts so sick thoughts will result in a sick body. Just how it works. When we change our thoughts we change our lives.

Any intelligent and sensitive person is going to go through depression. There is no way that a person with any kind of a brain and compassion is not going to feel sick at the state of this world. So many people are now on medication that it's infiltrated our water supply! Millions and millions of people cannot hack what is going on so do not feel alone. Being negative is what I call the low hanging fruit; it's easy. You just have to show up to this place and you'll get sucked into the trash and gloom.

It is also easy to feel repelled against humans, especially those that are not in any kind of touch outside of what's on their phone or tv.

Ok so we know where you are, but the next question is, where do you want to go? We can stay trapped by our negative thoughts or know our tenure here on life is very very short and what we think, do, believe will carry with us after our death. If we are negative here we will migrate to the lower planes after we pass our nano-second life here.

There is purpose to why you are here. Yes, we are all trapped by unbelievably strong forces but only physically. "They" want us to be in a negative state. They win that way. The last thing they want is a person who can control their emotions, live a positive life amidst disaster after disaster after disaster, and guess what? It's only going to get worse. So look out for yourself. Watch those patterns you've developed. Only you can change you.

The world will continue its collapse whether or not we're upset about it. I've done my grieving for this once beautiful earth. She'll take care of us in due course. The last thing she needs is more negativity so try and send your own version of a prayer or white light to help.

The polluters, pharmaceutical giants, war mongers, people controllers are not immune to death. They too will pass like the rest of us and end up where they resonate with. If you are not careful, you'll be in their company and you think you're in hell now, you'll be in a much deeper state of suffering on the other side.

Take care of your thoughts. As Edgar Cayce like to say, your thoughts are the building blocks for the home you'll reside in after this life. Endeavor to help those around you, speak kindly, spread love where you can. Now is all we have.

Anne

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