My entire life I have questioned if I had a sixth sense. It seems like it is always present, always there and latent, but that I can't seem to connect with it.
My earliest memories were I somehow knew events happened. I knew when people died or were going to, I have seen a vision of someone getting hurt that I ignored, and seconds later exactly what I saw happened. I often knew as a child what people were feeling or going to say or do. But I have never been in control of this. And now at 25, I feel lost. I feel that this is a significant part of my soul purpose here on earth. I don't know how to develop these things, but I would like to. I feel pushed to.
I see things, I read about someone seeing things in the shower, the sparkles of dancing light, that has happened to me a few times, it makes me laugh. I always see sparkles of light and spheres that are white with a grayish ring around the outside and a spot in the middle. I don't know if this is something in my contacts, or if it has some significance. I was also seeing sparkles around peoples heads at times.
I can feel. That is something I cannot deny. I can touch someone or sit near someone and instantly feel their pain, their energy, what is holding them back, the fear, and I can also feel the light and the good in people. I can sense everything about other people, but little about myself, and it is frustrating. I do not know what path to follow to get there, but this feels like a good start. I talk with an energy worker, who offers me much help, and has told me I do have a "gift" but I feel so hesitant. I am good with the law of attraction, but this is the one thing I haven't seemed to be able to manifest.
I want to see and talk with my guides and angels. I feel as if that is part of my purpose, and I always have. And yet, I see teens on this site, who see and feel and communicate, and it causes me to have fears that I am missing something.
Does anyone have any guidance to offer? It would be so appreciated.
Peace and Blessings