All my life I've had dreams. Most of the time they come true though I never used to dream about things that really related to me personally instead they always seemed to relate to other people or world events. However these past 2 years I've dreamt about things related to me but I'm a bit confused.
I never knew who my guide or guardian angel was until the dreams started but now I think I do. The first time I dreamt about her I was stood on a hill over looking a huge city that was surrounded by hills. In my hand I held a wooden staff with a huge amethyst stone on top, I turned to my right to see a very tall girl of about 18 wearing old fashioned clothing next to me. She looked happy to see me and I instantly felt like she was a big sister figure and very close. All of a sudden she looked really annoyed and I look to where she's looking. There's a middle aged man with a bowler hat on and he's arguing with her and motioning to my staff. I was starting to feel quite attached to the staff so I tightened my grip fearing he might try and take it away, he noticed my grip and looked really worried. The weird thing was the dream had no sound, I always dream in sound so it was strange for me. Despite not been able to actually hear their heated conversation I could tell they were debating about me and the girl was saying I was ready and she was the one in charge but the bowler hat man said I was still just a child and not ready yet, I could tell this was normal for them to argue so I just rolled my eyes. All of a sudden a huge line of people all from different eras formed behind the bowler hat man as if waiting to meet me, there was so many I could't see the end! I got the impression I knew them all and that somehow I'd met each and everyone, it kind of felt like something was tugging on some deep rooted part of me.
I turn my attention back to the girl and man. She's grinning and I know she's won the argument, the man just turns to me and sort of bows his head and steps back but his eyes still look worried and I can tell he's angry with the girl. I look at the girl and she motions to my staff then steps back. I don't understand what I'm ment to do at first so I just stare at the satff then look towards the city. I know what to do then, I raise my staff and bring it back down. Nothing happens for a moment then a massive tidal wave consumes the city and the people, washing away everything. The water dissapears and I see clear hills, I keep watching and slowly small cottages appear and I feel as if that is how it's ment to be, no huge cities or pollution just small villages. I turn to face the girl and she's nodding as if in agreement with me. I get the feeling i'll see her again soon and the dream finishes.
I did see her again! This time she was at the bottom of a huge tree I couldn't see the top of. She stood smiling and waved me over, It was only then I noticed she was holding a childs hand. The little girl was really pretty and looked like the older girl, I was taken aback because I felt like I should know the little girl but I knew didn't. I looked into the little girls eyes huge brown eyes and felt really protective over her as well as feeling like I was missing out on something big but I was happy to see them both. They start to climb the tree and I can here their laughter. I walk over to follow them, I begin to climb the tree but as soon as I start the dream ends.
I've had so many strange dreams over the past 2 years from nightmares (which I haven't had since I was 5!) to dreams like this and dreams of what my mum thinks are past lives. It's like my whole life got turned upside down after the dreams started, I got depressed for a while, more of the dark shadow people appeared, my psychic gifts went all wierd, a few people said my aura was strange and had smoke coming from my crown chakra, and so much more. Is this girl my guide? Who could the mystery little girl be? What about the huge line of people and the bowler hat man? In short what do the dreams even mean? Please answer I need some help. Thank you