I am 27 years old and all my life I have suffered from horrific nightmares. The dreams are extremely vivid and the characters are very frightening including demons, animals, witches and many others. My dreams are always long and detailed. I recently had a dream where some demons tried to enter my body. At the time I was completely unaware of what they were doing and seemed to be sleepy or in a trace but when I awoke I instantly realized what had been going on. Interestingly I remembered the face of someone who was bistanding while it was happening and it was someone I know very well.
A bit of background info: when I was a child I was able to see and hear ghosts but eventually that ability was lost. I am still able to sense them at times. In early childhood I experienced sleep paralysis, lucid dreams and astral projections. As I grew older the sleep paralysis remained but the rest stopped occurring. The astral projections stopped around age five but they were always very positive experiences as far as I can remember I have had some psychic dreams once again always positive never negative. When I am in the right frame of mind I can pick a jack of hearts from 6 down turned cards provided all the other cards are black. I can do this fairly consistently. I know this is probably not very impressive to some which is why I don't identify myself as a psychic, but I am aware that I do have some psychic abilities, which I could strengthen if I choose to.
In regards to my personality I was very lucky to have been born with a very deep insightful mind although communication is something I struggle with. I am open minded and understanding in ways most people cannot relate to. I believe love and light is what the world needs right now.
This is a cry for help more than anything. I want to further develop my spiritual self but I am afraid. What can I do to protect myself from fear which I have suffered my whole life? How can I shield myself from negative entities? How can I ensure they never harm me (if that is even possible).
I hope this reaches someone. Thank you (: