The past few years I have been developing my own views on how I look at life. I have been observing people's energies and how they share, steal, manipulate etc. I have had quite a handful of experiences involving chakra stimulations, trance, astral projection and what you guys call false awakenings (I think).
I'm not playing on sharing much, I just have a few questions.
I'm a teenager and through the last few years I have been experimenting with mushrooms, LSD and mescaline. Through the use of these drugs my perspectives have been changing. I was curious to know if taking these drugs would be considered cheating of some sort?
While I'm high it's a lot easier for me to see/feel/listen to all this energy surrounding us. I have had experiences where it would be completely silent, and I could hear voices from the past. It would be either myself, my brother or my dad, I could barely make out what there saying but having heard random antics was a bit overwhelming at the time.
I've also been trying experiments with empowering people with energy and condensing energy in the palms of my hand. What we have tried before, is we get one person to stand in the middle of the room and get the rest of the group stare at the person, usually into the third eye chakra. I have had this done to me, and after the first 5 minutes into, my body would get this intense buzzing sensation, after 10 minutes the sensation would get to intense to handle, we would stop and I would be left with this overwhelming buzz for at least another 15 minutes. Something feels unfinished, is what we do healthy? Should we be doing it?
Another thing is condensing energy in the palms of my hand. This is something that I can do sober as well as high (much easier high). I'm not sure exactly what its called but we call it energy balls. My other question is pretty much the same as the last one. Should I be doing this? Is it ok to make energy balls and shoot them at my friends? (there positive ones)
But yeah, answers and feedback would be greatly appreciated.
On another note, I have been reading some things around the site lately that have got me thinking. I have been having some dreams that have come just within the last few days. I have also been predicting things people would say and I have had some success with that as well.