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Dark Energy Inside Of Me


I have tried researching this immensely to no avail, and I just want clarification. I still haven't found an answer or anything close. Anyway, I get into moods where I'm a totally different person. I have had people tell me that my persona and even my vibes aren't like my usual. When I am in this mood, I am hateful, power-hungry, and cold, and I say and do things that any normal being would almost never think of doing- and don't take me lightly when I say that. I become distant, and it is almost like I don't have any compassion. I know that I can somehow tap out of it when I realize I am in that space, but like I said, I am power-hungry during it and it gives me a sense of superiority, so I don't. When I am my normal self, I can feel a foreign energy. It is not terribly strong- I have to slightly focus on it to feel it. I sound insane, I know, but this has gone on for as long as I remember and I just want to know what it is. I feel it just below my heart, and like I mentioned prior, there's energy coming from it. If I try to envision it, then I see a black swirling circle. I know that it has to be linked to my moods, and I know I feel something. I meditate and use mudras, and it has eased it a small bit. I am not depressed or schizophrenic or currently diagnosed with any mental or physical disability if that helps. If nothing else, is there any way I could safely tap into this energy normally? I am open to any suggestions.

Thank you to anybody who answers! Much love and light, xoxo.

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Avalanche (2 posts)
6 years ago (2018-07-15)
I do agree whith illiums answers and would like to mention that in most cases the mind is a terrible thing to taste. We can however rewind our brain by the power of thought just by trying to think positive which is not always easy. I do believe that dark forces exist and that they can in rare cases effect you. I recently saw three black orbs dart across my bedroom. When I looked the meaning of this it said that it doesn't have to be of evil nature it could be a warning about something or someone then three days later on Friday the 13th we took my cat to the vets and it turned out he had cancer and only three days to a week to live sadly we had to say farewell I miss him terribly. It made me think if something dark was involved in his passing.
Illumin (guest)
6 years ago (2018-07-09)
Hello CrazyCat,

I would agree that the major reason why is you understand yourself better. It is also a bit of maturity, the older you get, the better control of your emotions you have. You eventually rely on experience and accept the actions of others because you know that is who they are. You will never lose your ability to express yourself, you will just do it in more mature ways.

As for doubting yourself, it is health to an extent. It helps you think out things a little more before acting, but you should never let it stop you from being who you are. Being who you are will bring you the most joy in the end and will lead you where you want to go in life.

As for the random events, they help you grow in ways you never would of thought of beforehand. I always like to think of them as life's little surprises, God's/Nature's/ (whatever you may believe) 's way of helping you see unseen truths in yourself. In the end, the world is an amazing place full of wonderful people, I just wish more felt free to be who they are and follow their dreams and desires.

CrazyCat (3 stories) (74 posts)
6 years ago (2018-07-08)
Thank you Min! It's just that sometimes, I'm afraid if I'm losing my ability to express myself. I don't know why I'm even worried. Maybe because I have been able to see and understand myself more clearly nowadays? Sometimes, I do worry about what people would think and I doubt my own instincts and knowledge,but, only temporarily and a recent event has made me worry even more. It has also increased my curiosity. I've been searching for answers,but,I've been unable to find it. Thank you once again!
Illumin (guest)
6 years ago (2018-07-08)

Internal balance is being at peace with the decisions you make and how you view yourself. Wisdom is not being surprised by the outcomes of the actions of others and yourself. What happens when you have both is you know the outcome and you accept it because you know it will happen and you know it will not change who you are. Just think about what stress is and what causes it. In my experience, stress only comes about when I would worry about how others would react to my actions. I was worried more about their view of me, than my view of myself. In doing so, I would try to change myself to match what I wanted them to view me as instead of being who I was, which only lead to more anguish in the long run. So, I would say you are perfectly fine at the moment, and just because things do not surprise you at the moment, doesn't mean something won't in the future.

CrazyCat (3 stories) (74 posts)
6 years ago (2018-07-08)
I think I'm going to have to ask you another question too. Is my balance the reason, that I always feel calm, no matter what the situation. It's like I can't really tell the outcome,but,there's a deep instinctual feeling. I can't describe it. I just don't stress out anymore, like I used to. It's like I've accepted everything as a part of the experience. I hope you understand? Is the balance the thing that is keeping me the way I am now? Things don't surprise me anymore and I think a small part of me might be scared? Please help.
Illumin (guest)
6 years ago (2018-07-08)
Hello CrazyCat,

What you visualize is your own internal balance of yin and yang. It is a good thing. In fact, it is the first step to knowing yourself. If you are in harmony with yourself, then you can venture in deeper and deeper in. Eventually, you will find true understanding within yourself and become at peace with yourself and who you want to be. After that point, it is a simple matter of pursuing your wants until you make them reality.

CrazyCat (3 stories) (74 posts)
6 years ago (2018-07-07)
It sounds similar... Just the part of seeing the dark energy. I don't get into moods or anything. And I don't think I call it dark energy either actually. I don't know what to call it. I'm still struggling with the concept, but anyway, when I close my eyes, an image will always flash in my mind. I know it's me,but,I look different. I always feel protected. My left part is made up of the dark matter while the right is made up of light matter. And I always seem to have a shield like structure, made up of both the dark and light energies. It didn't use to be that way. The images just come, even though I'm skeptical. Recent events have increased my curiosity though. I've just accepted the image, I guess. I think, the best you can do is accept it, or imagine removing it while you meditate? I heard meditation works.
ThulsaDune (4 stories) (107 posts)
6 years ago (2018-07-01)

Ok I felt I had to jump on here quick. I was compelled to open up this site this morning for some reason and now I know why. Here is my knowledge on this subject that I will impart to you and others. There is a constant battle outside of us and inside all of us. Light and Dark, good and evil, positive and negative influences and energies are at war. They battle for control and balance. Darkness is always the aggressor and light the protector.

We were given free will and choice as a gift. We are free to chose the path and direction we wish to follow. Darkness wants to enslave us and light wants to free us. Darkness wants to own use and abuse us and consume us. Light wants to nurture love and free us. This is an infallible universal truth that never changes.

We are beings of light and our Soul or true self is ever growing and moving and changing. We are energy moving through time and dimension.

Darkness wants to enslave us and feed of off us for eternity. It will try anything in it's power and arsenal to make that happen.

This is where influence and POSSESSION come into play. I am an empath and have dealt with this stuff for over 46 years. An empath is more susceptible to influence, because of the energies and emotions that they take into themselves. An empath and many forms of psychics are at a greater danger of being possessed or influenced by Dark forces and energies. The greatest danger is in channellings or like situations because they willingly give up control to other forces.

We must find ways to protect and shield ourselves from attack by dark forces. We must realize that we are constantly under attack from things with ill intent and counter it in anyway possible.

Knowing and accepting is half the battle. The fact that you realize it is awesome and positive.

You are experiencing influences and attempts at possession. You can fight and control it. 😊

Cleanse, protect and meditate. Ask for help if you feel you need it.
Empathichand (1 posts)
6 years ago (2018-07-01)
I know exactly what you mean I've had the same thing happen to me before. I'm an empath, and because of it I think that for me at least it's the dark side of my mind, my shadow self, it really scared me when I wasn't aware of energy and chakras etc. It stills scares me but you have to be embrace it as yourself, not your full self though. Its one aspect of us and we have to recognize that, to be whole.
Boson (179 posts)
6 years ago (2018-06-19)

There is a possibility of a dark entry attacking you. I don't think it's inside of you based on what you described. There is an easy way to know if your negative mood comes from your own ego or from an external force. You learn how to spiritual protect yourself. Once you start practicing protection daily, and it stops then you will know.

I hope that helps,

Illumin (guest)
6 years ago (2018-06-18)
Hello brxanna-xo,

All of us have a little bit of darkness in us, don't you think? It is nothing to worry about. In fact I would say it is nothing more than your desire. Your want to become who you want to be, etc. Etc. Most likely, environmental fears amongst other factors have left you feeling empty, and thus craving some sort of power that you feel you do not current have. The reality is you do have that power, you just have to free yourself to it. Pursue what you want to be, who you feel you should be, you will feel better in the long run. There is nothing magickal about doing this either it is all inside you, and completely your decision.

Liberation is that of want and will, those who are liberated pursue their wants with the totality of their will, free to become who they are destined to be.


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