I hope everyone is doing well. So my whole life I have been able to see, connect and speak with spirits. I feel as I get older, more and more things are evolving and I would like to be more evolved and clearer on some things. In the last year I knew my aunt was in the hospital before she told me, for-saw my boyfriend having a family member that was going to be hospitalized and was able to give him a heads up before it happened, seen my ex-landlords grandfather, had a spirit of a young teenage boy who had an accident try to communicate with me and when I close my eyes sometimes, literally out of the pupils of my eyes-I see images when it is fully focused.
I have asked my spirit guides to help me grow more as a clairvoyant, physic, medium but I would like advice from other people too. I remember a few months ago I was a few minutes away from falling asleep (half-sleep) and I seen this lady come from my window and try to sit on my bed but because I was half sleep, it threw me off guard and I said to her, " No offense but not on my bed, that just freaked me out. When I fall back asleep come and whisper in my ear your message." I stayed up for maybe about 10 minutes after that and eventually went back to sleep and she came back to me and whispered the message in my ears. It was a loving and wonderful message.
Sometime I don't know if a spirit is coming to me for help or just to reach out. For example, I don't know if that teenage boy was coming to me for help or just to say hi. I continuously see shadow spirits, regular spirits and hope that I will evolve and be able to help the living and the dead.