I am a first time poster, and I guess I decided to make my first time post at 5 in the morning lol. A little about me, everything in my life as a child was pretty normal. Nothing stands out to me as being different. I am now 28 and all of a sudden I seem to remember my mother telling me things when I was a teen that I had forgotten about until now. I have always, always, always, felt different from other people and my mother told me several times that I had a "special gift" and that she couldn't explain what it was but she had it too. But I never could get anything more out of her. I know she had several "premonitions" about things in her sleep that ended up happening. So I'm wondering if this is what she was talking about.
I joined the Army in 2002, went overseas a few times, nothing weird happened to me. However in 2007, my best friend (who was my room mate) died in Iraq. The prior two months to his death I had a VERY overwhelming feeling that I was going to lose him. It's really hard to explain because I didn't know how, where,when, or what would kill him. It was just a very bad feeling and it had to do with him. That's all I knew. He was killed in May of 2007 and I felt devastated for obvious reasons but, especially because I KNEW something was going to happen to him.
Fast forward to March 2013, out of nowhere again, I had an unbearable, heavy, deep feeling that my father was in trouble or that something horrific would happen to him. In June/July of that year, he complained for a sore throat that wouldn't go away. He was diagnosed in August with Stage IV throat cancer. He suffered for a few months and was dead in October. Prior to his complaint of a sore throat, he never said anything was bothering him nor did he complain about anything ever. He lived in CT and I lived in MI then. I have since had this feeling about my brother.
I don't know what I'm looking for here but I feel that I needed to look for some kind of guidance or something. Any and all helped is very much appreciated.