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The Emotional Toll Of Predicting Death


It all started when I was 7. Even before, things were constantly around me, especially as I was sheltered and didn't understand. My mom would hear things coming from my room while I slept. It started when I began feeling a man's hand trying to reach from for me from under my bed. I didn't know it, but I began building mental walls early.

We were devout Catholic and my faith was so strong then. When I turned 7, death began visiting me. I never knew who it was for a long time, but it was eating at me. At that young age, I coincidentally developed a severe ulcer. I remember missing apples and Dr. Pepper most. I was very sick but something was always there comforting me. In my child's mind, I thought it was Mother Mary Herself.

It started, innocently enough, with my dog. I was so young and suddenly my chest felt completely flooded. I could feel my heart slow and I would try to count my heartbeats. I would scream for my mom and tell her I was dying. Two days later, my little Riley dog drowned in my great grandparents frozen pool. I had felt his death.

When we realized what was happening, my mom was at a loss. The next was one of the worst. I felt so weak and sick. Then my beloved great grandmother passed. At that point, my mom told me to pray hard to be given visions of who it was going to be.

I did, and before the next death, something dark attached itself to me. That's another story. But now, I can see death on faces. I dream it, I literally see their faces, gaunt and peaceful (usually). It is NEVER easy and if they are close, they seem to know I can see. I have seen so many deathfaces.

Now, my family and friends send me photos of people they are worried about. It's very emotional. I always try to he there for them as they pass. I have felt more than a few lingering before moving on. Such as my mother in law. Some come back after years. I have never met anyone like me, but would appreciate input.

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Aesiliana (1 posts)
4 years ago (2020-04-06)
I also have the gift of foresight... I feel you. It's a gift to understand that there is a plan even if we don't understand that plan. It's also extremely difficult... After every loss I'm left wondering if I could've prevented it somehow... These are torturous thoughts. One thing I've learned that if I am meant to step in, that is, if it's a warning, I will be provided with details and guidance. If it's part of the plan, then the details are more vague and there is a calm "matter of fact" feeling.

The urge to blame yourself for what happened is also a side effect of this gift. Please know that this is not how it works. I understand these thoughts... Especially when it was a close loved one who's death you perceived.

If anyone is having a hard time with their gift, I know how you feel and I am here if you need to talk gridkeepersalliance [at]
Unicron1000 (guest)
4 years ago (2020-02-02)
And I am sorry to hear about your sister. I am glad to hear that she did not die.
Unicron1000 (guest)
4 years ago (2020-02-02)
Have you ever seen how someone will or has died before they did? Have you ever tried preventing a death?
SM (1 stories) (3 posts)
4 years ago (2020-02-02)
My sister had tried to kill herself. It was touch and go. When they took her off the ventilator, we would have to wake her up to breathe. She was hovering between life and death, so I saw it but she lived. I saw it on a family friend tonight.
Unicron1000 (guest)
4 years ago (2020-02-02)
I myself have never predicted a death, but I have seen the future dozens of times.

And you really do remind of a Banshee, just probably without the screaming.

I would like to hear the account about the time you were wrong if you don't mind. 🤔
SM (1 stories) (3 posts)
4 years ago (2020-02-02)
I have a lot of accounts of this. I've been doing it since I was a child and have only been wrong once. But in that situation, she was hovering betwern life and death. Luckily, she lived. It's interesting that you mentioned a banshee, as I'm almost fully Irish.
Unicron1000 (guest)
4 years ago (2020-02-01)
This is very interesting. And if you have anymore accounts of this happening, I'd like to hear more. My email is on my profile page.

You actually remind me of a Banshee, someone who constantly see and predicts death.

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