I was 4 years old when I started having a recurring dream/nightmare about my home being on fire. I have had this dream/nightmare several times a year until I REACHED THE AGE OF 24.
I DREADED TO GO TO SLEEP some nights.
I was actually in a fire where I had to save someone and after 7 whole nights of no sleep and unimaginable psycological upsets, I stopped having those dreams.
I thought my dreams had been realised in some way and I had to stop being afraid of the unexplainabe fears that possibly made up for my abusive childhood.
I then started to 'feel' and empathize profusely about other people. My family membes, my close friends, anyone that was involved with me...
I started to feel their pain, emotionally, (which I put down to natural occurances) and physically! It was madness!
I started 'feeling' like I could see what they were going through.
I walk into a room and I am bombarded with hurt, questions and expectations because my loved ones know that I am capable of reading them and their lives and possible solutions.
I am kind of tired of all of this but if it means helping them to a certain extent then, I will continue to do so.
I still continue to seek the reason why I actually feel and know whAT'S GOING ON IN OTHER peoples lives but am shunned by interlect and academic abilities.
I need someone or something to let me know that I am not alone when I can see and read other peoples thoughts, please help.
I have already felt that a person named Rachael and another named
Imon will contact me.