As long as I can remember I have been interested in spiritual stuff. Palm reading, astrology, mediums, anything and everything about any of that stuff got my attention. I have collected many books over the years on all kinds of spiritual stuff.
Anyway, 42 days ago I decided that I had to become sober. For good. I had a very fast spiritual awakening almost emediatly after I read a book I found mixed with the "how to stop drinking" section of the book store called "light worker". This book had me hooked and I started to think that I was a light worker. Shortly after I read this book I knew that I had something greater than myself working with me and I started seeing auras on myself in the mirror and on a few friends at work. I started reading more about it hoping to understand what the colors means and what the aura means. The more I practiced, the easier it became for me to do. I would practice every night in my full length mirror before bed. My aura is always a deep bright indigo purple. It is so beautiful. That color is the highest in spiritual vibration and means that I'm very in tune with spirit, intuition, and higher self. That color comes from the 7th chakra above the head which is the 1000 petal lotus flower. Now I can very easily see other people's auras without trying to hard. But sometimes I can't see it at all on certain people. I think that if the person has a higher vibration the easier I can see it.
Now, when I do my nightly aura reading to myself in the mirror I sometimes see an "Angel" or another form of spirit energy. I'm not exactly sure what it is. It will come out of nowhere when I'm looking at my aura. Floating behind me and changing form and shape as it moves. It is always a lavender purple but bright. It goes from big to medium to small and moves around. The shape goes in and out to different looking designs. Sometimes the design will take shape of an angel and sometimes this light purple orb will sparkle. It's very beautiful to watch. Hypnotizing to say the least.
Now the question is... What do I do with this gift? Where do I go from here? I feel like I could use these gifts to heal people but I don't know how and I can't communicate with this angel or spirit. I have also seen a yellow orb next to me as well that doesn't change shape but goes in and out almost like a slow blinking light. I feel like I can see energy in Auras and in spirit but need help with the next step.
Last night at an AA meeting I saw many different auras on people when they would speak. This one man was talking about his father that passed away before he was sober and how sad he was that he never got to make amends with him before he died and he had so much energy around him. His aura was very bright and big with deep purple and blues and I could see large shapes of energy right above him which I believed to be his deceased parents. I can't communicate with spirit which is the frustrating part. Thanks for reading my story. Any advice would be appreciated.