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Am I Psychic, Or Is It The Mania In My Bipolar?

 

As you can see from the title in my post, I have been formally diagnosed with bipolar type 1 about 2 years ago. When a person is bipolar, they go through extreme ups called mania, and extreme lows called depression. I was wanting to know if what I am hearing, seeing, and experiencing is because I'm psychic, or if it is because I am manic. I got hospitalized when I was 15 for believing there was a demon in me... My dad is a fanatic Christian. And so at the time when I had sleep paralysis, he told me I was being attacked by a demon. So to make a long story short, I had a phobia of hell and demons so when he told me that, it was the only thing on my mind... That I literally was drove into hospitalizations because of it.

Although my manias or whatever are a bit overwhelming... By overwhelming I mean I am so happy and I see lights in my mind, everything is super bright, I can't concentrate, I'm hyper, endless energy... And more. But the point is of brining up my mania is because I believe its triggered when I start to use my psychic abilities.

My mind sees images and I hear voices, I feel physical touch sensations on my body and I hear a loud ring or that sound the rooms makes when its real quiet. Sometimes, I get feelings of a certain moods like a moment of peace or just any mood that is linked to what I feel is a person. A memory.

I feel super sensitive to movement in the room for example, like feeling the shift of air in a room change direction. My energy gets drained when I am alone in my room for some reason.

Another thing I should ask is, is being a psychic, or spiritually gifted... Could those gifts be somehow a trick from a demon giving it to you? Is there any demons associated with being spiritual in the way you gets visions and senses?

Thanks.

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Lyro (456 posts)
 
3 months ago (2019-09-03)
I'd try looking into Empathy a bit, feeling different emotions randomly, and feeling both the highs and lows can be symptoms of feeling others. As far as sleep paralysis, our bodies do this naturally to keep us from moving around and hurting ourselves in our sleep. Now there is something known as the sleep paralysis demon, but it's not actually a demon, but instead a shadow that some people see. Maybe your father has experienced this and that's why he said what he did. I myself find it sad when people are forced into "Treatment" for seeing or feeling things that aren't part of the "norm". Someone that I knew had to go through being told what she saw wasn't real until she finally had to lie and say that none of it was real and she made it up before she could get let out. It's sad, and I wish the world was more open to people who can see, feel, and hear things that aren't seen as normal...
~ Lyro
DarkMatter (1 posts)
 
4 months ago (2019-08-03)
Your bipolar could be a side effect of your abilities, I can't say for sure without knowing more. But if you are what I think you might be, I can help you and maybe give you some answers. I was drawn to this site for some reason today and it might be to give you some piece of mind. I was also diagnosed with bipolar 1 a long time ago but I have discovered that it is much more than that. E-mail me, I can help.
emmy007 (22 posts)
 
4 months ago (2019-07-26)
Hello Stargazer, demons can trick someone with these gifts. Some demons like playing with people 's mind. You have a duty to find out if your gift is from a demon or from God.

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