I experienced and kundalini rising and a full awakening which culminated in me having an out of body experience. I am a very old soul, to the point of remembering what it feels like to be Home, often crying in desperation of missing being Home, feeling trapped here on Earth etc. I feel very much like a visitor and have been working on grounding myself in my body. However I do realize how amazing, although often painful because of the duality and the fact that our world is not awake to our inherent Divinity, this human experience is. I was a very psychic little child, the abilities went away for a period of time when I became quite lost, and then recently in 2011 and 2012 (surprise surprise) they came back. Here is my question - I was diagnosed with bipolar II or possibly cyclothymia (mild bipolar disorder) around the same time as I was having my awakening. My "down" periods are pretty atypical. Instead of feeling typically depressed I mainly feel absolutely exhausted and sleep a lot and lack motivation and just feel SO TIRED of being on the physical plane. Just a completely wariness as if I was a very very old person... I can sleep for up to 30 hours straight during these periods and it is debilitating. Then I get "ups" in which I feel very energetic and need a lot less sleep. Again I never lose touch with reality at all but simply get a lot done and sleep less, no reckless behavior which again is atypical, and oddly, I have recently noticed that during these periods my psychic abilities increase. I also get lots of body jolts during these up periods and sometimes experience heart chakra openings, both of which I know for me are signs of my active kundalini. I have experience completely Divine Love, I have left my body before and experienced an ego death, I have seen a glowing orb of light, and often people's thoughts come into my mind, I feel people's emotions even from far away, and soak up energy like a sponge. I am extremely sensitive to negative energy. Just so you know I truly have psychic abilities I'll give a few examples: knowing I would see someone I hadn't seen in many months the next day, thinking "what if a baby fox ran right in front of the road and I almost hit it" and then a few minutes later a baby fox ran right in front of the car and I almost hit it, I had a vivid dream about a specific place, involving a path and shrines and a waterfall, and have always remembered this dream. I ended up unknowingly visiting this place and it was exactly how I dreamed of it years before. As a student, many times before I am about to get called on during a mindfulness practice or class project I already begin to stand up because I can hear my name being called before the teacher actually says it. I often have thoughts like "I am very cold" or "I hope grandma is ok," thoughts that clearly aren't mine because I am not cold or worried about my grandma, etc. And then someone proceeds to immediately say exactly what I just thought. These are just a few examples so you know I truly have these abilities. Anyways, I have read about kundalini syndrome and read that periods of "ups" and then periods of exhaustion are symptoms of active kundalini as well as are psychic abilities. I wonder if there truly is a correlation between mood swings and being an older soul/more awake or if it is just simply what I signed up for this time. My question is if anybody else who is highly sensitive to energies and who had psychic abilities experiences mood swings or has this diagnosis? I am confused about the overlap between what is caused by brain chemistry and what is caused by the soul. Lots of love to all you beautiful people and thank you for reading this.
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