I'm 24 years old and found out that I had a childish dark spirit with me since I was 13. I'd rather not state what it was but I can defiantly say I was horrified at how far I let it go. All my life I've told my mom I'd see and hear things and she just told me to do my prayers and it'll go away. Little did she know she was wrong. LOL.
It turned out I'm very sensitive and can pick up hitch hikers. Not so funny now. I was able to find someone who I am very grateful that help me get rid of this spirit. Leaving me with a note that I am a medium psychic. I hate to say that yes I am afraid of the dark. It has to do with that thing always watching me do everything. So I am trying to get over my fear and build my meditation up but I have so many unanswered questions. So should I pursue to open my ability or do I learn how to block it all and move on.
This past week it's gotten worse. I couldn't even stay at my local Ruby Tuesdays for dinner! I felt horribly sick, depressed, and let's just say that some people are seriously not of white spirit. I also wonder why I only seem to see evil. The lady told me I have good spirits around me but I don't ever see them. I feel them but see evil ones. Especially the ones watching me. It really creepy. Anyone with help or ideas?