This is the first time I'm writing anything about my experiences. I don't find it easy to share anything personal with other people...
Ever since I was a child, I would occasionally have this feeling that someone/something was watching me, and it would always make me feel unpleasant. It didn't happen regularly (sometimes weeks, even months would pass without me experiencing it), but whenever it did happen, it would always be when I was alone in my room. As a child, I would deal with it by quickly leaving the room and looking for the presence of somebody from my family.
As a teenager, I would sometimes (usually during the night) have this feeling as if somebody was standing somewhere at the other end of my room. I never saw anything, I just had this slight feeling of unease, sometimes goosebumps. I would say my prayers, quickly ascribing the feeling to my imagination, and try to fall asleep.
The reason why I'm writing about this now is because recently (after a long period of not having any experience of that kind), I started to feel something stronger, and it didn't make me feel comfortable... First it sometimes felt as if somebody was sitting next to me on my bed, always on my left side. It made me feel unease (kind of like when somebody you don't know suddenly comes physically too close to you and invades your personal space)
Last night I was laying in my bed (it's a singles bed and I don't share my room with anybody) fully awake. The light was switched off, and doors and window were shut.Suddenly, I felt as if somebody was laying next to me, on the left side. The feeling was so strong, although I somehow knew I wouldn't see anything, I still didn't dare to look. Instead I turned sideways, facing the wall and hoped the feeling would go away. But it didn't. Then I started praying (usually it's Out Father, sometimes it's a personal prayer), but this time that didn't make it go away.
And then, suddenly I felt as if someone/ something brushed against me, touching me gently (or putting slight weight) just above my left hip. That's when I panicked, took a rosary that I keep close to my bed, and said something like " Please God, protect me from evil and send whatever that was far away from me". That's when the feeling disappeared.
I looked into it today, and although people say that it could be a ghost of a family member, none of my closest family members died in the past thirty years. I did move houses throughout my lifetime, but this feeling has been following me ever since I was a child, so I don't think it has anything to do with the house I'm currently in. And as I've written before, I haven't heard or seen anything unusual. Just this strong feeling of somebody's presence next to me when I'm alone.
Did anybody else have a similar experience? And if you did, how did you deal with it?
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Sometimes the evil travel with us, or you can say the evil gets connected with us, then no matter what where ever you go you would feel his presence.
I am a medium (people who can feel spirits and energies) and can feel spirits too, and as a medium I am advising you that... That evil whose presence you feel is willing to have control over you. See we are humans, not a paranoid we can easily feel spirits, but feelings them and experiencing a feeling of someone lying beside you are 2 different things. As you say that you would feel it the same way everytime when it happens, so there are chances that there is only 1 evil continuously trying to have control over you.
There is must be something by which he is connected to you, otherwise there are no chances for feeling his presence too close to your body, something you have, some kind thing you have, it would be anything, maybe something you purchased from an auction, or something you found in this house or in any other house from where you used to live, it can be a stone, it can be an amulet, it can be anything but it must be your thing an *old one* not new. Try to think and figure out when all this started, in which home or after wearing or buying which thing. There must be something, which has a strong connection with him (evil) and you are having it as your thing now, that's how the connection would made between you and him.
Now I am mentioning Some things or tips you can do... Before going to slip 1.sprinkle holy water in your room, most importantly in that area where you feel him standing as you say near the door,
2. You can also take help from father (of church) and ask him to bless your room with effective prayers.
3. Before going to sleep sprinkle holi water on your bed too, it would help.
4. Sometimes the evil isn't has any blood relations with us, still gets connected with us in by means of something, try to figure out that thing, this is most important because if you figure out you can stop this.
5. When you figured it out, take that thing to the priest or father they will tell you more.
6. Those things can be anything, a stone or an amulet, or a cupboard left by the people residing before you in your previous homes, or a sofa, a couch or even your bed.
7. Ask your parents from where they purchased you bed, investigate about it, and then go to that shop form they have purchesed it, that shop can also tell you many thing, keep you bed details with you including it's size, an image, the year in which you buy it, etc just try to get as much details as much you can get about the bed.
You will ask him (the shopkeeper) about any family which try to puruchase that bed before you but can't afford it, or any family having a strong affection with that bed before you purchase it, or the person who made it, is he is having any affection with this bed or not?, try to find his address's, it would help you.
It can be chances that if he can make you feel his presence physically he will try to posses you., or maybe he has some kind of affection with you bed. Try to clean your bed deeply and search, maybe there is something hidden in your bed which is connecting him to you.
At last all I want to say try to get as much info as much you can get, that's how you can stop this. Because the more you know that more it will help you.
Stay safe and try to get all info as fast as you can get. 😊