I Do Not Feel Human

I've been thinking and I've realized that I feel very lost. A lot of spiritual things have happened in my life leading me to where I am now. I used to think they were coincidences but I don't think that way anymore. I'm really glad that I was guided on this path. I used to and still do have a lot of vivid dreams, I see synchronicities like 11:11 or 33, and I also feel quite different than I used to before. I don't feel as human as I was before. It's like I can't relate to anyone around me. I feel so alone because no one understands me anymore. I live around people that are liars, have hatred, and are just mean. I care for animals and I care for the planet and I don't really follow societies rules. I just don't know what my path in this world is and I don't know if anyone will see this or answer... I've even stopped labeling myself as human and just being here it's hard to explain but I just want to know who I am as a person and as a lightworker. I hope one day I can because I know I don't belong here. I haven't found anyone that thinks like me and it's constantly driving me crazy, because I'm always around people that don't understand. I met a psychic a few years ago when I was going through a hard time they told me that I and I alone am the healer and that I should turn to the life I desire, but I don't know what life I desire anymore. I mean I want to be kind, loving, and forgiving but it's so hard when you feel so alone like this. It's like I'm surrounded by so much negative energy that I feel lost in myself.