For around 4-5 years now (I'm 17 now) I've had this feeling like I was connected to the objects around me and I could feel the weight and felt like they was apart of me. I feel like I should be able to move them but I can't its like there is a missing link I've tried to move things with my mind for awhile but I don't even know what the feeling is or what I should focus on and feel to move the objects.
Say I had a pencil in-front of me I feel a link between me and the pencil but I can't move it.
If you've ever tried to move your middle toe without moving the others you can feel it trying to move and you'll see the bone tense but it doesn't move its that kind of feeling (bad way to describe it but eh) I've had this feeling for so long and it's annoyed me for the longest time. I'd just sit in class whilst bored and just focus on my pen and try move it but it doesn't, after trying to move it for a while I'll get out of breath like I'd just tried to lift something I couldn't.
I don't know if this links to dreams I have. Since I was 12 I started having dreams that I could move things with my mind just by thinking and using my hand to direct which direction I wanted the object to go and it was the same feeling that I had whilst I was awake that feeling of being connected to everything around me. The feeling was the same as when I'm awake however in the dreams I could actually move the object. Am I just Bloody crazy or? Would someone explain what is this feeling I have, what's going on with me.
-Thanks for =)