Since I can remember - most all of my life- I have always had answers. People would ask or think anything and I would blurt out the answer before I even realized they had asked. I can also recall any detail of any past day. People can ask me about their short-term future and I can answer like I just read the book. I hear people's decision making and contemplations 24/7. Every person I meet. I feel like my mental phone is ringing off the hook, my head is so clouded I can't think for myself! How can I turn it down and direct it?
I went to meet a boss for a new job and I herd what he was thinking the entire time and knew right away I wasn't safe, so I don't want to lose my gift seeing as it has helped me but when I walk Into a public place (libraries are the worst) I don't want to hear every word everyone is thinking about or just read. Please Help Me?!
I feel like it isn't fair to people I meet that they only know what I show them meanwhile I am free to rummage through their minds like a spilled out toy box. I would like to meet a cute boy and not know he has fantasies about whomever. I want an honest un-biased opinion of people but I don't want this unfair advantage. It feels wrong.