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Psychic Abilities A Curse Or A Gift?


All my life I have been experiencing physic abilities, from preminitions, to reconizitions, to just about everything. Growing up I had friends who have had similar experiences and because of this I felt drawn to them, to help me embrace and take control of these abilties. I was curious, instead of scared when I saw spirits, or had dreams that happened, actually they were quite cool. I had even gotten to the point where games that I would play, with dice and cards, became so easy, that I was guessing 9 out of 10 each time. This only peeked my interest further and lead me to learning as much as I could about physic abilites and being a medium. I became an expert at controling everything.

I had to admit, some experiences made me afraid, like 9-11, was the most vivid dream I could recall from that age, when I was in 5th grade.

However, as I hit my teens, I am 18 now, my abilties seemed to be growing much to fast for me to handle. I was hearing more things, seeing more things, experiencing more things.

When I was 14, I had an experience that questioned everything I thought I knew about my abilties and the supernatural world. It was the first time that I had ever been truly scared and terrified of something having to do with this, and that event was the first time I had seen a demon. I knew of a negitive presence when I was younger, by scratch marks I would wake up with. At first my parents disregarded it, and so did I, thinking that maybe I was accidently doing it in my sleep. That was however, until my parents started to have them as well, and my friends who would sleep over had the same marks. At that time, when I was younger, it didn't bother me to much, because I never really saw what was causing it, until that one time.

But this time was different, and it was the time I had decided I didn't want the abiltiy anymore. Being in control for all that time when I was younger allowed me to essentially get rid of everything. At first I began to ignore the voices and spirits, disregarded dreams, hid away my physic books, got rid of everything that could be a reminder to it, and it worked, for awhile.

Up until last year, I was able to get away with pushing it aside, but now, I cant. My abilities have come back much more forceful than they were, and I no longer can ignore them. Everything seems out of control. I have come to accept my gifts now, and I have been trying to learn to control them, but everytime I feel I am in control, something happens, and I feel no longer in control. To this point, I have experienced almost every physic abiltiy I was ever able to find. Some are stronger than others, and there are some I can control, but there are others that I can not.

I have seen a physic when I was about 15 who I just happened to pass at a carnival I was at. She stood up, looked at me, and said that I was unique and that I shouldnt ignore God's gifts. I didn't even know her, told her nothing, and here was a woman telling me something I didn't want to experience anymore. It is all just so overwelming, and I am not sure what to make of it anymore. Any advice would be appreciated.

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CuriousPsychic13 (16 stories) (141 posts)
11 years ago (2009-11-18)
A Demon? I started seeing them in fifth grade. Shadow ghosts and Demons. Scared the living hel* out of me. But I'm not afraid now. I don't see dead people, so I can't really touch on that one, but demons, just be in control. Feel your energy, and make them listen. Shadow ghosts and demons will give you different feelings, Shadow ghosts will feel lost, maybe a little angry, or a little upset, but demons you can pick out. They give me this feeling inside that's enough to make your skin crawl.
What I have is a canopy, and I think I unintentionally filled it with protective energy.
Another thing you can do is to fill your room with protective energy, to focus your self, it really will help. I'm turning 14 next year, and I'm finally letting my abilities really grow and expand. I couldn't be happier.
Just let it flow, and trust me, it's normal to be afraid, and believe it or not, you'll get used to it. Your probably saying, 'yeah, I'll get right on that,' but I'm not kidding. So just hold on, and by the end of the year, you should be okay.
If you have any more questions, just leave a comment on one of my stories, I'll galdley reply:)
mystical2 (16 stories) (483 posts)
12 years ago (2009-03-18)
Ignoring your gifts doesn't make them go away. I know, I have tried this in the past. There is a way to control them, opening and closing the door. However, I must say that once evil is dealt with, it never forgets. There will always be a time in your life that it will come back. Sorry, don't mean to frighten you. You have to stand strong, your faith in your God and God himself is much stronger than this entity. They know it as well, but still try. If your house is clean of spirits right now, try putting sea salt in small containers above each door and window. At least this will help keep evil/negative entities out of your home.
Starwatcher (8 posts)
12 years ago (2009-03-16)
You have these abilities and they're probably there with you to stay forever, it's totally up to you how you perceive and manifest them. You can view them either way, as either a blessing or as a curse.

Like attracts like - stay positive and stay in a good place and ask for divine guidance and protection, and it will be yours.

It's like a fork in the road, and you must choose which direction you wish to travel upon. I know because I faced the exact same choice many years ago, and I definitely made the right one for me.

A pleasant journey I wish for you.
DreamState (10 posts)
12 years ago (2009-03-16)
I think this is a gift that god give to use. But it's your own decision what you think about your abiltie.
ChristallyneChild (11 posts)
12 years ago (2009-03-13)
The psychic at the carnival was right...don't ignore God's gifts. They were given to you because you were good enough to take it. I know it can be so scary... But you're stronger than you think.

Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
12 years ago (2009-03-12)
Psychic Ability can sometimes feel like a curse if:

-You are persecuted for having it (either from a fearful society, jealous friends, or a religious sect who fears those with spiritual powers.)

-You fear it (either because of your upbringing, a bad experience with it, or because of your desire to fit into society and be what they say is "normal").

-You have not learned how to develop it.

-You have not learned how to protect yourself from psychic attack from negative dark energies.

Do not fear your psychic ability. It is an ability just like any other talent you have. Just remember to use it in a good way (to help yourself and others).

For tips on how to develop it, click on my profile name to read my other posts.

Oracle, Psychic Medium for 42 years
AlphaMale (77 posts)
12 years ago (2009-03-12)
For Christians or any religious goups, denying your psychic abilities or experiences that cannot be explained by science, was the same as denying the existence of God.
About 9 11, do you think with this info you got from having psychic abilities, do you think it can help to prevent the attack? Of course not since youre just in the 5th grade. Nobody will believe you.
As what I know about seeing future events, especially big one, people will see this event through dreams or visions to help them prevent this from happening or to save lives. This was God's gift to us.
Try reading psychology books.
Intuition is the gift while the rational mind is the faithful servant. (I forgot who said this).
Well maybe you are just in haunted place so that's why something was harming you.
Remember if there is a demon to harm you, of course there's also an angel to protect you. Who do you think will triumph?
Guess it. 😆
jadetiger (8 stories) (55 posts)
12 years ago (2009-03-12)
You can suppress the gifts only for a season, they will eventually come back. Sometimes stronger, sometimes weaker. I think it depends on the person and the abilities. Mine came back with a vengenence. I suppressed mine for a couple of years, but I had also asked God to take them away from me. I saw things happening around me and questioning things, so I asked for them back, and oh man, did they come back.
But as for the demon, just hope that is the only one that you will ever see. They will come around from time to time, I think you just caught this one at the right moment. It wasn't expecting to be caught, and you were lucky that's all it did. I have some experience with them and I am not a negative person, I always try to see the good in everyone and everything. Even though, I can sense that it's not there.
Getting back to you not being able to control them or lack thereof. I believe that you can get control, but you have outside forces that get in the way of your control. When it gets like that, meditate and focus your energies to what is interfering with your control, resolve the situation, if you can and refocus and meditate on the control that you need to keep everything in check. It works, I keep in focus everytime I leave my house, it's like an everyday thing now. I don't even think about doing it, it just happens. I did a self check today, just to see if it was working, it was. I felt and saw too many things on where I was at. I was at a resturant, eating lunch and decided to do it. Wrong time. Sorry for rambling. Hoped I helped in some small way.

revsilverson (guest)
12 years ago (2009-03-12)
when you take the focus off, you can control what happpens to you. You CAN control this experience. Yeah I hear you "but revsilverson" how can I do this? By thinking of other things and researching what you are going through.

Love and Light
lonemeerkat (3 posts)
12 years ago (2009-03-11)
it sounds like you don't have much of a choice. You shouldjst accept these and learn to controll them as quickly as you can.
Buruberi (2 stories) (39 posts)
12 years ago (2009-03-11)
I'm 14, and you shouldn't ignore your gifts! Mine are coming to their peak power as I approach April 12th, my birthday. I have not yet experienced a demon, however sometimes I find unnoticed bruises, possibly from gym. Oh yeah, you misspelt psychic. THat is just fine. Please, hold onto your gifts. Someday we just might need them, possibly. I was four and saw a ghost, and I have seen them everywhere since then. Oh yeah, by the way, do you ever go into trances?

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