I am a 14 year old boy who never used to think much of psychic encounters, ghosts, telepaths, or any thing of that sort. At a young age however I did notice how I could feel energy in a way that the people around me did not. At age 13 at a summer camp I met a man who taught me about these things, and who explained a lot and who taught me how to do several things. He also introduced me to a telekinetic who showed me unbelieveable things. At camp I began to expiriment with these theories and ideas, and I came to believe I was an empath.
I recently stumbled across the idea of a psi vamp, and I think, however I try to fight it, I may be one. There are certain people I inherently hate which I now come to believe are other psi vamps. I can feel the energy of other people, and I noticed that when I'm in class with one particular psi vamp, who I have always noticed I feel tired around. I've found a way to defend myself, but I'm still wondering how to control this, and how not to drain other peoples energy. I truly do feel compassion for people around me, I am not the typical manipulative psi vamp, or at least I hope I'm not.
I have noticed that if I focus I can read thoughts, see people without looking at them, and I can take pain. I feel it myself, but it is often worth it. I was wondering if I could get any advice on how to control this, and perhaps learning how to heal more efficiently. I feel that each time I try I can draw in a little more energy, and it scares me that I'm doing it. I would like to perhaps learn to take in bad energy and transform it into something I can use, almost like a symbiotic relationship. Advice please?