I have been making some progress toward opening up and accepting that I really do have psychic powers. My Sensei (one of my friends that have taken it upon her self try and teach me) said that I have what she calls skeptic syndrome. I try to subconsciously rationalize the supernatural things that I am sensitive to, like that couldn't have been me, it's just my imagination. So I have been working on that.
As I was doing research on psychic stuff I've come across an ability of empathic senses. From what I've heard, empaths can tell when someone has entered the room and picks up on their emotions. I remember as a child I could tell when someone was sad and they were trying to hide it, and also when someone was particularly happy I would pick up on it.
Now on to my actual experience: The other night I was at a basket ball game and I was there mostly because the Pep band was playing. Earlier during school, a couple was most likely broken up but the whole situation had exploded by the time we were all playing at the game. The band was split in two by those who sided with the girl and those who sided with the guy. I had stayed out of it along with a few others and only knew that they were arguing. I started feeling really bad almost upset and my head felt like there was just out right chaos going on. I remembered my knowledge on Empaths and even though I felt really weird I was happy that I was back in touch with my ability. I told my psychic friends (who are also in band) and then cleared my head with an exercise I had learned from my research.
Later after the game, a friend brought up that I might be a psi vampire and that I feed off others energy and also their emotions and that's why I was feeling upset. I had previously tried to feel my sensei's energy flow her from her to me when I had my finger on her. She then asked what I was doing and said it hurt. I felt bad and tried to put it back but it hurt also. The other friend said I can't just take energy from people or give it back I have to do some thing with it. So I tried sending happy to her but I guess that didn't work and then they wouldn't let try any more. I tried to convince them to let me keep tying and said that I learn by doing and practicing but they still wouldn't let me.
Just as I was leaving and feeling rather depressed about both events when out of the corner of my eye I saw a glimpse of a blue aura on a tree. I stopped and looked at it but it was gone because I still can't see auras and energy very well but for that instant I had. I rushed to my car and threw my stuff in and ran back to the tree I touched it and felt a really good feeling of happiness and then had a flash/idea to go and hug the girl that had broken up with her boy friend. So I did and I think it helped, even though she stared laughing and they told me I was clueless about what they had been discussing before. I was kind of on a high because it didn't matter to me what had happened because I was happy and they were happy too.
I know this is long and drawn out but believe me I tried to leave out the non psychic stuff as best as I could. I want to know what you guys think: Am I an empath or psi vampire?
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