Please help me I don't know what has happened to me and I'm scared. My name is Jasmine. I have been "odd" my mom and now my friends call me such since I was around 4 years old. I think I may be psychic to some degree as my mom calls me clairvoyant, but I just say I have "extremely correct hunches" as almost 100% of the time I'm right about something.
Up until 2 years ago I had this gift. It was like a danger sense and it has saved my life countless times. Whenever something bad was going to happen around me or something that would affect me in a bad way I would see a green flash. So say if I was standing in a white room, and I was going to be hurt or in some kind of trouble in or around that room, the room would go green for a second in my eyes and then I would immediately leave the area and quickly. This ability truly kick-started after I had died twice on a hospital bed of heart-failure but was brought back. This was at age 10.
Then up until two years ago I had a weird experience if you will. During the summer of 05'... I would say mid june -I was lying down ready for bed when suddenly I couldn't move, I couldn't speak. I couldn't do anything. I was completely helpless, heck I didn't even feel like I was breathing but with all that going on I was perfectly fine for a minute. After that brief moment, still not being able to move or speak, I felt a twinge of pain at my belly button and a wetness like I had been cut, and then I saw a green smoke... or like a green mist leaving my body, and it seemed to float up out of the window. I could see it because I was laying flat on my back but my head was turned to the side towards the window.
After "it" was gone... I felt this complete emptiness. I mean... I suddenly felt depressed, and lost. I felt like something inside of me was missing. I can't stress enough how incomplete I felt then, and how I still feel it and so strongly today. I'm 19 years old now, and I still have psychic ability, but not as strong as that part of me was. I was wondering if you could tell me what happened to me? Will it come back, the thing that left me? Left me feeling empty? Is this an omen of sorts?
I would appreciate this so much, so very much. I am distraught and I seek guidance. Thank you so very much.