Being 15 and psychic can have a lot of impact on your life. Most of the time I love it, other times it scares me and leaves me worried. But it's also very interesting. There's a few things I want to talk about in this story.
One is I've learned I've developed bonds with my two best friends. With the girl, I feel her emotional and her physical pains even when I'm no where near her. I'd have to call her up and ask if she's alright. I get headaches seconds after she does, upset and mad, etc.
With the guy, we share dreams. We have dreams about the same things, even things we've never spoke of before.
My Empathy also only works sometimes, when I want to be happy around people; if they're joyful, I become like them too. If I don't want to get mad in example a friend being angry, it doesn't affect me unless it's my best friend I mentioned above.
There was a time about a month ago when there was conflict going on with a girl and I who disliked each other. Let me say she made me extremely angry, and usually my hands are freezing cold, but my whole body heated up and my hands felt like fire was smothering them. I was afraid to lash out because I knew I was going to hurt someone badly. Whenever I'm near someone I dislike or hear of a situation that gets me mad, my blood boils and my hands instantly get fiery hot. This never happened before. I wonder why my hands got extremely hot?
A few weeks ago, there was a thunderstorm. It was about 9:30 pm, and I was chatting with Nicole on instant messenger. I then decided I'd try to meditate. Laying down, I began whispering to the thunder to give me some loud booms. It listened to me. I then asked for the lighting to strike a blinding flash through the sky. Once again, the lightening obeyed my command. I jumped out of my bed as it started to hail and told Nicole that I thought I was controlling the storm. She asked me to make it stop hailing. It took me 5 minutes to get the hail to cease, but it was amazing. I then proceeded to stop the whole storm itself. I whispered things such as "I am happy tonight, I do not need you to bring my emotions down. Please relax, I will summon you on another day." This continued on for about 10 minutes as the lightening flashed in protest. When I fell asleep, it was about 10pm. The next morning I asked my dad when the storm had stopped, and he said about 10:05pm. I was shocked.
Then last week, I was feeling really down when I was sitting on one of the school's walls with Nicole. We looked up at the sky and saw gray clouds forming and Nicole said "Don't let it rain." I felt energy. Later on, I was saying in my head for it to rain. A few hours after that, it did.
I've been able to manipulate the last couple of storms and regular rain for the past 4 weeks.
Can I control the weather?
Advice on any of these topics would be greatly appreciated. Thank you very much.