Something else has been sort of bothering me lately. Now I have always believed myself to have psychic abilities. I am a type of person that will say something random and it will become true. Or, if someone asks me about something related to the future, if I just think about it, a sort of daydream will pop into my head and usually what I think about at that moment ends up coming true.
But lately I have been sensing more and I am so confused. I have never been able to contact the dead and have never personally wanted to either, but for a while, I have been experiencing this random feeling like someone is in the room watching me, or when I am in the stage before I fall asleep where I am half awake-half asleep, I hear what sounds like a person's voice (I cannot understand what is being said), or I will hear music. After this occurs, I usually wake myself up and hear nothing. And then it happens all over again.
Another strange happening is the other day I was taking pictures and in one of the pictures around 40 orbs appeared in only one of the pictures. I can see a face in one of the orbs in the picture. I always have these feelings of someone or something being there, but I never see anything. I have had a few spiritual encounters before, but only with recently deceased relatives and they were very brief.
I have absolutely no idea what is going on and the idea of seeing or connecting with the souls of dead people frightens me. Is there anyone out there who can give me some insight as to what is happening? Or if I am even psychic? I just have no idea what to do.