About 10 years ago I was making a salad and cut my middle finger quite deep. I immediately squeezed the finger hoping to stop the bleeding. I remember visualizing that the finger was smooth and healed. I was afraid that I needed stitches. I held the finger tight for about 5 minutes. When I let go I couldn't see the wound. I figure that my factor 8 had sealed the wound but it was really weird - I couldn't see any cut. It totally "sealed". Was this a miraculous healing? I have had other healing experiences both on myself and on others.
I took Rikki classes, but I absorb negative energy - e.g. Person has sore shoulder and then I get a sore shoulder. So I need to learn how to heal without hurting myself.
A few years ago my friend was visiting with her young daughters. One of the girls - who was 3 years old - stepped backwards and fell off my front cement stairs. I was right there but couldn't grab her. I remember thinking "Oh no, don't get hurt". She proceeded to float down the stairs without hurting herself. She landed softly. Her mother said "Can you believe that?". We were in shock.
If anyone has any info to share I would appreciate it.
I would like to help others. I feel I have special powers, but not sure how to use them.