I recently read some stuff on this site and was amazed at how I had some of the abilities and didn't even know. Sorry if I ramble.
A year ago, my emotions changed frequently, not in days, but in hours. In class, I used to feel depressed for no reason, then at another point, I would be very energized. One really weird experience was when I was extremely sad the whole day, I didn't even want to talk, until I came home to find out that my crush, got a boyfriend. I know it's kind of selfish to be unhappy about that, I should be happy for her (I am now), but I just was very sad. But is this empathy mixed with premonition? I wasn't sure, but it was pretty similar to other stories on here.
I also was able to have dreams that could predict the future, unable to control it, I freaked out whenever I was in the situation where it was exactly in the dream. And I read that Deja Vu is a form of premonition. The dreams weren't big or anything, little things like conversation.
During that same month, a tragic thing happened. Pain was everywhere and I was diagnosed with a tumor in my lower spine. Of course it was agony for 2 months, since it took that long for a doctor to find out. Resulting in two surgeries in the same area. My senses were heightened for a time while I was in the hospital.
In the hospital, I could smell things about a floor away (don't know if this is an ability). One scary thing was that I kept seeing this dark haired girl that was being held by a tall man. I cried deeply every time I saw them. It wasn't a dream, because I was wide awake at night. I would see them in a distance and try to reach for her to help, but when I do, they move further away. This occurred about 6 times in the month I stayed in the hospital. I told my doctors about this, and they gave me pills to suppress it and relax me.
Now that I'm discharged (2-3 months out already), my experiences diminished, yet I occasionally feel some empathy, but rarely. After reading the stories on this site, I heard that everyone had abilities, they are just dormant, so I just want to know if I could reopen my powers of empathy and dreaming premonitions.
So I'm wondering if anyone could give me some simple exercises to get me to be able to regain empathy and premonitions/dejavu. I would also LOVE to learn how to use telekinesis and see auras.
I'm also wondering if anyone believes in spirit guides and guardian angels, if so, I would like to hear their stories about them and what they do, and even how to talk to them.
Sorry for rambling nonstop, but I just find these abilities fascinating and just want to be able to use them properly, hopefully that one day I could could help someone with them.