I guess I should start my story out by saying when I was of the age of 6 years old. At nights while in bed I would see a number of clear, see through, images of people in my room. Couldn't see any face and they appeared to just randomly walk in and walk out. For a 6 year old I was terrified. I didn't want to move or say anything. I would just watch all the commotion of movement.
As I got older I would see less and less of these images and were completely gone when placed on medication by the time I was in my early 30's. Was supposedly diagnosed with Schizophrenia. I started doubting this diagnosis after people who knew me would say, "You are far from being Schizophrenic, you have no characteristics of the condition, you talk normal, you act normal," ect. Until one day I was told by someone that I may be intuitive. It opened another door of exploration. I am now attending metaphysics classes in our area to learn the possibilities that I may be psychic.
I had my first class a few days ago and learned to meditate and do some readings. Something that is overwhelming to me is the possibility to run into a negative entity and how I could be pesterd by the entity. Especially at nights. How do I handle this? I can also see swirling images fade in and out if I close my eyes and concentrate. The images take about 15 seconds to get going but they can be anything from a pair of eyes, to faces, to unusual shapes.
Just last night I had some very vivid dreams, I was actually conscious of me feeling asleep and entering a dream. I could hear my heart beat and breathing as well. I have no support of the family. I am the only person in the family who appears to have this ability. My parents are strict Baptists and only believe in demons if anyone sees spirits. I am terrified what I may be delving into since I am weening off my psychotic meds and going to all herbal meds, which my senses will be even more heightened.
Any support and recommendations will be greatly accepted.