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I'm Overwhelmed

 

I'm fourteen and I've known I was different for as long as I can remember which is at two. I saw people that 'weren't there' and I knew things before they happened or as they happened somewhere else. My dreams are so vivid and usually harmless, but then there are times I predict things and see things I really wish I didn't. I get vision while I'm awake as well. I found that I'm empathic and it bothers me.

I live in a bad city, there are many deaths here, but they aren't just deaths they're all murders. It's incredibly hard with everything I can do and others can't. I've inherited these abilities from generations but no one ever had it so strong and I often am really terrified. I can't sleep, sometimes I don't want to. Sometimes when I touch things I get visions or touch people I see their lives, it's terrifying. I can just know things. I can't explain it. I can't stand being in crowds. I get headaches. I hate that no one understands me.

I just really need someone to talk to please? It's just too much.

My name is Anastaisha.

I don't have words for everything I can do.

That's not even the half of it.

I'm so stressed. I wish I could live normally and since I can't I need two things.

Someone to talk to and I need to get this under control otherwise the next time I attempt suicide I will be being taken to the morgue not the E.R.

I'm overwhelmed.

-Anastaisha

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BrutilyHonest (5 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-02-01)
I'v got to say, that even if you have extremely strong gifts and abilitys depression will effect not only them but your physical body. I would seek help to anyone a school psychiatrist, real docter. Even if you feel you are better and can deal with these problems on your own an attempted suicide will always stay with you through all the life experiences you have. Hun you don't want anymore ghosts.
Rilan (1 stories) (103 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-28)
If you do go to a doctor like those other people are telling you to, just don't tell them about your psychic abilities. If you do, they will try to medicate you and reprogram you. Maybe you have a psychic energy imbalance from your third eye being too open. Maybe you should see someone who can rebalance your energy.

I understand you. I wish I could help. I also wish I had as developed psychic abilities as you. You are a very developed psychic.
CuriousPsychic13 (16 stories) (141 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-28)
No no, embrace is a fine word for it. If you accept it's part of who you are, you'll feel more confident.
PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-28)
Anasthaisha I am the one whom said see a doctor. Your Words are saying: Depression,
No matter how one wraps it. If you carried out your last sentances, what good is denial.

If you step back you will see I also offered free advice for someone to treat you possibly for free.
But you are not see the words offering help.

My husband see's full on 56yrs old,
He has had this seight all his life. It has served him and others well. And yes his seight is 24hrs if he allowes it. He is intelligent with a very high IQ. He does not suffer from depression. But the gift has served him well as well as others.

I have answered you sincerely. But if you want help you will have to reach out to proper directions, this will take lots of time,discipline. And there is no immediate remedy.
Anastaisha_Tragedy (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-28)
Does anyone know if like [this sounds dumb] but like owning would help?
Let me explain, um, like liking them or something.
Letting them become more part of me and just embrace them?
Sorry I'm terrible with words right now.
Anastaisha_Tragedy (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-28)
Oh and yes they were under control but only because they weren't um how should I say it, no one in my family ever had it happen continuously and they only could do a few things.
It came and went when it pleased.

It never stops with me.
Anastaisha_Tragedy (1 stories) (3 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-28)
I've had this my whole life.

And to the person who said to see a doctor well how would I explain this huh?
CuriousPsychic13 (16 stories) (141 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-28)
I'm almost fourteen, and was honest to god depressed for eight months, and did not commit suicide.
For a while no my gifts have been disappearing, I feel weaker, and I feel like I'm losing myself because I know it's myself blocking my gifts. But that's no reason to throw myself off the side of a building, or to swallow a bottle of over the counter perscriptions. No no no.
You need to learn control, and appreaciation. If you learn about it, slowly go into it, you'll find this is a pretty big part of you, and you'll come to appreaciate it.
Read articles, meditate, find what makes you happy. A good example is that whatever I read, I feel in every form. Same with writing and music, so I get to feel lots of things, and I normally enjoy it, but sometimes I have to put a book down to remain somewhat calm.
I feel energy, and find hospitals are the worst places.
Avoid hospitals, morgues, cemetarys, that kind of thing until you can take the feelings that come from others in the negative.
Go to childrens park, librarys, movies, that sorta up beat deal. It'll help.
And don't forget to meditate.
PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-28)
Anastaisha Tired,overwhelmed,wanting to disconnect, shut down, feeling imbalanced,
Questioning your own sanity.
Depressed, please ask your family for funds to either see a Doctor to check if are thinking of suicide. This is just too much.

You have established that the Genetic trait runs in the family. But no info is listed that these traits were harnessed or understood.

You definitely need a support system.
If you are bold enough check with a spiritualist church and see if they can tuitor you.
Also check in your area for a local Cuandera whom has a heart.
There is a site called Curiouscuandera, she has students whom may at least offer spiritual clearings which will help with you collecting spiritual debrie. Ask them to explain. There are also spiritual baths.

But you will have to be serious and study.
Only by learning will you come to a place of balance and peace.

Bless
fossilera (4 stories) (124 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-28)
I have experimented with this before, back when I was just discovering the various abilities that one can be trained to work with.

The term for it is Psychometry, or Clairsentience
Theoryb4time (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-27)
Do you mean you touch them and you see their entire lives, past, present and future? Samething happens to me. I really wish I could tell you what it is, but like you, I don't know. I've just never heard of anyone else with this.
scaleblade (2 stories) (25 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-27)
While all of this can seem overwhelming, don't give up. I have had my psychic abilities kind of develop over the last 5 years or so. At first I was terrified and I wished everyday that it would stop.

A few months ago I noticed that I wasn't as in tuned with things as I normally was and that's when I realized that nothing unusual or paranormal was happening to me anymore. Its like all of my abilities I had developed just left. And while I used to wish for things to just go away, I found myself more miserable without everything.

Luckily my abilities are back and better than ever.

What you need to do if just learn to be able to control your gifts. And that's what they are- a gift not a curse. You might be surprised at how many people wish they were like you. From the sounds of it you are very clairvoyant, clairsentient, and have a good sense of psychometry (being able to pick up energy patterns from a physical object).

Do a little research. Even this site has some great articles for budding psychics. And if you need help or run into speed-bumps along the way don't hesitate to ask anyone on this site for help. Learn to control your boundaries (something I only just recently found out about) so you are able to only let things you want in.

And please don't try to kill yourself. Embrace your gifts, don't let them tear you down. If you need anyone to talk to if you are feeling down don't hesitate to email me. If you've got AIM or something like that I'd be glad to use that as well.

~Scaleblade
icysnow (guest)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-27)
Hi, I'm Lauren and I'm fifteen and I've also always felt apart. I understand what you are saying about the headaches and feeling other people's emotions. It happens to me too, tho I see auras also, but cannot get someone's history through touching them. I also understand about not wanting to fall asleep because of the horrifying things you've seen or even only sensed around you. It's okay, never give up. It seems like you are very distressed, as I was last year when my abilities suddenly started increasing. I really feel meditation could help you. I find it very soothing, relaxing, and sometimes it can help you regain the rest you've been losing from all those sleepless nights. I'm sure there are also ways in which you can learn to control your gift to see into people's lives through touch. Hang in there girl, we're here for ya. ❤ Lauren.
Caitie (1 stories) (5 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-01-27)
Hello Anastasia, I'm caitie and I'm even younger than you and the same stuff happens to me most of the time, except the part where you touch people and you see there lives. I feel energy instead. I also think its really hard especially when people don't believe you, and think that your just making it up. Its so hard because I also tend to predict things like there will be a phone call or even deaths. Although I am not very sure about this I think when you touch someones arm or skin or whatever to take a moment to actually embrace whatever shows, and to try to feel empathetic to get a better understanding about a person. I think its nice to know that there are other people around my age who get these feelings, emotions and hear and see things, because it makes me know that I am not just crazy, or in need of mental help. I hope you feel the same way! Caitie

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