I'm fourteen and I've known I was different for as long as I can remember which is at two. I saw people that 'weren't there' and I knew things before they happened or as they happened somewhere else. My dreams are so vivid and usually harmless, but then there are times I predict things and see things I really wish I didn't. I get vision while I'm awake as well. I found that I'm empathic and it bothers me.
I live in a bad city, there are many deaths here, but they aren't just deaths they're all murders. It's incredibly hard with everything I can do and others can't. I've inherited these abilities from generations but no one ever had it so strong and I often am really terrified. I can't sleep, sometimes I don't want to. Sometimes when I touch things I get visions or touch people I see their lives, it's terrifying. I can just know things. I can't explain it. I can't stand being in crowds. I get headaches. I hate that no one understands me.
I just really need someone to talk to please? It's just too much.
My name is Anastaisha.
I don't have words for everything I can do.
That's not even the half of it.
I'm so stressed. I wish I could live normally and since I can't I need two things.
Someone to talk to and I need to get this under control otherwise the next time I attempt suicide I will be being taken to the morgue not the E.R.