Hey I'm 13 um I'm not sure how to start this so I guess I'll just write about how it started. I never felt energy before except like a week ago and it was really overwhelming because I go to a big middle school so during break or class everyone talks to their friends and are all happy and excited, so when I walk around the school I pass people and I can feel the energy around them it is really strong around groups of people. It came to where I couldn't be in the lunch room or hang out with all my friends. It's almost like it clouds my thoughts so now I'm confused and I don't know what to do.
I do have a very close and I mean very very close guy friend that's kind of weird like he'll stay the same weight if he doesn't eat (he isn't anorexic) and it's like when he holds me everything goes away and if I'm low on energy he can almost it seems like give me his energy and not get tired.
It only happened one day and I don't know if it's going to happen again so I need help, I use music to block out energy when he's not around but there has to be some way I can use it. Anyway about It clouding my thoughts when I passed one of the many groups I did, their energy kind of clouded my thinking and I felt happiness that wasn't mine and it felt really overwhelming so yeah please help me.