I am 14. I am also not sure if the things I see are real or not. I can also see people and creatures in the air. And that's everywhere. Some times when I read I see the place they are talking about. It's like a little movie. I can see energy forces around people (there is no color though). Some times I just know things. And lights have this purple thing around it. But the thing is that, I can touch it too.
During the day, the spirits are pretty nice. But when night comes, the shadow people are different. Some of them don't even looks like people. Sometimes they make my heart speed up and stop. Sometimes they put things through me or poke me.
Few days ago there was a really big one. It had a huge mouth filled with lots of teeth. It was so scary to look at. But it didn't touch me. I also knew there was someone behind me with no intention to hurt me. I guess it was afraid of the thing behind me because another one came and tried to cut my arm and I think it got killed.
Sometimes I there doing whatever I'm doing and then I'm someone else at somewhere else. I could hear her thoughts. I think she is blind because I cannot see. When I come back time has passed and no one notices.
I have tried to communicate with the spirits and they responded. So now they are showing me places. Some of them have people and some don't. I also know that it is in this world but I don't know where. Some of the places I see, I visit in my dreams. Last of all sometimes certain rooms trigger certain visions.
I had this before when I was really young. It was strong too. I even when to Rome (the building were the same when I checked in a textbook.) but somehow I think I've sealed it or something because when I was in gr. 3 to gr. 6 it wasn't that strong. In gr. 7 I had a dream about awakening. It was very painful because I was gasping for air. Back then I just thought it was a dream but since then it grew stronger again.
Can you tell me if this is real?