My story is really just different, but similar events that have taken place throughout my life (I'm 35 years old) and I can't seem to figure out why I've had these experiences or what they mean.
I always seem to know, instinctively, if someone (most often a male), is going to factor in to my life in some important way. I've never considered myself psychic, but these experiences have me questioning what it is about me that allows me to notice these things.
The first time I took notice of this sort of intuitive feeling toward someone was in 7th grade. A new kid had moved to our school and was in my gym class (we'll call him Bob Smith). I remember seeing him walk out of the locker room for the first time and thinking "he's the best looking guy I've ever seen." Throughout our middle and high school years, I always felt an attraction to him, but never voiced it. There were a few occasions when I caught him staring at me, but I talked myself in to believing that I was just imagining it. We always ran with the same group of friends, but rarely hung out closely with each other and were both always dating other people. However, one night, at the end of our junior year of high school, we talked for hours at a friend's house. At the end of the night, my friend gave us and a few others rides home and he started holding my hand on the drive. I felt the craziest, most amazing electrical current when holding his hand, something I've only felt on two other occasions in the 18 years that's followed. He was sent away to a boarding school a few days later and I haven't spoken to him since that day. However, years later (this hand-holding happened in 1999), in 2007, I was lying in bed with my husband. We had been married about 6 months at the time, and we're both sound asleep when, suddenly, a voice spoke to me very clearly, in a dream. It said "You will marry Bob Smith." I reasoned with the voice by saying "That can't happen because we are both already married" and the voice said "but you won't always be." Now, I had no idea if he was actually married or not, but in 2009 we became friends on social media and I found out that he had married 6 months before I had. I never told anyone about my dream and that voice, which made even more strange when, in 2010, my mom told me she had a dream that Bob Smith, from high school (who my mom never even knew I liked or was very good friends with), and I were married and taking our kids on vacation together. Over the years I've had a few more dreams about Bob and I've ran in to him on a few occasions with both of our families, but that's it.
My second experience like this happened when I was 17, summer of 1999. I was driving down a small side street and I saw a guy I'd never seen before walking along the sidewalk. Something told me that he would play an important role in my life. In September of 1999 I transferred in to his class at our large high school and we quickly connected and began dating. He was my first love, but I always knew there would never be a future with us, just that he had an important role in my life.
In 2011, I became very enamored with a guy whose son was friends with my son. I had been married for 5 years and things were not good. My husband had talked to numerous women over the years, had no interest in me in an intimate way, was verbally and emotionally abusive, to name our most pressing problems. Well, I found myself VERY drawn to this man. There was this buzz and feeling in the air when he was around. I knew his mother from years back (she worked with my mom, had been to my baby and bridal showers as well as my wedding), but I had never met him. One day we were sitting next to each other, talking, and our knees touched and I felt the electrical jolt that I had only felt once before, when holding the guy's hand in 1999. Again, I felt a very strong intuition that this guy would play an important role in my life, but not necessarily that we would be together. Sure enough, we ended up having a brief affair, which caused my husband to take notice and beg me for another chance and my marriage took a big turn for the better.
Sadly, over the last few years my marriage has deteriorated again as there is very little connection, my husband has gone back to his verbally abusive, neglectful ways, which leads me to my most recent encounter. I should preface by saying that in October, on my birthday, I made an appointment with a local psychic, just for fun. My husband and I were seeing a counselor and trying to work on our marriage at the time. She told me that my husband will not change and if we stay together, we will soon buy a home and that will be a big mistake. I hadn't even mentioned problems with my husband or that we were seeing a counselor or thinking of buying a home. She said that if I can find the strength to break away from him, there is someone that will come in to my life that I have previously crossed paths with. She said that he will be a fellow teacher, but also kept seeing law or law enforcement as playing a large role in my life. He would be about 6ft tall with dark hair, hazel eyes, and Native American ancestry (can see it in the way they look), they would be the type that would "stand out in the rain and beg for your forgiveness" if they thought they had done something to hurt me and they would have an April birthday and a lot of Taurus in their chart. We would be together within the next year so long as I decided to divorce my husband.
Well, lo and behold, in December I had to take my oldest son to practice when my husband had to work late. One of the dads came over to talk to me. The conversation was very easy and natural, but I didn't really think much of it at the moment. He mentioned he was a police officer and had originally been a teacher and was hoping to teach in the academy within the next few years. He is probably a little over 6ft tall (I'm pretty sure the psychic said "around, no more than 6ft tall), very dark complected with dark hair (brown eyes, not hazel, though), his birthday is in April, though he is an Aries, but when I looked up his chart, just for fun, it is full of Taurus. Meanwhile, my husband an I had separated and I had filed for divorce. When I left practice this night, I thought "I really enjoyed talking to this guy" but that was it. However, I kept having a nagging feeling that there was something about him. He wasn't even someone that I would initially physically be attracted to, but I had that feeling again that this person was supposed to be in my life in some capacity. He ended up asking me to be his friend on social media and we talked to each other whenever we saw each other at games or practices. Talking to him was always very natural and we had so much in common, not just things that he could agree with because he was trying to impress me, but very random and detailed interests. A few days before Christmas, we talked at a practice, and as I was leaving he touched my back. For the third time ever I had that electrical jolt that went through my entire body. We ended up messaging for hours in Christmas Day while my kids were with my husband and he was in a hotel room waiting to board a cruise ship the next day. He then messaged me the next day before boarding the ship to tell me that he couldn't wait to talk to me again when he returned.
Well, while he was gone, everything went off the rails here at home. My husband (who I had filed for divorce from weeks earlier) suspected that I may be talking with this man and ended up finding out via someone who worked with the guy (nothing inappropriate had been discussed. We had talked about kids, politics, interests, and sports). Apparently this guy had a reputation for being a womanizer. I also found out that, 9 years earlier he had slept with a friend of a friend who, herself, had a reputation for sleeping with married cops on a regular basis. When he returned from his vacation my husband asked him to call him and he threatened to make him lose his job for pursuing a woman that was, technically, still married.
And this is where I am today, confused about strong feeling and intuitions and psychic predictions and how they all fit together. My husband and I are currently seeing another counselor together and things seemed promising for about a month. I have been told that my husband is a soul mate for me, which I've always felt, but that he will never change. I've also never felt that jolt of electricity when touched by my husband. And what about this man who I felt a very strong connection with that ended abruptly? I don't know what it meant. I feel like maybe my intuition with him was wrong and I was warned about him being a womanizer to keep me from pursuing him further. However, my attraction toward him is still there. It's as if I have this strong feeling that his role in my life has not been fulfilled, or mine in his. He also matched up with so many of the psychic predictions for the man who would be in my life that I would find happiness with, but would I really want someone who had that kind of reputation? And I don't think he would dare talk to me again after the way my husband threatened him. Not to mention he has his own marriage/separation drama to deal with. But I just can't shake this strong feeling that our encounter was cut short and is not complete. I just don't know our purpose in each other's lives.
And what about this guy from high school, and my dream that said we'd get married and then my mom's dream that we wee married? He is obviously happily married to this day (the voice in the dream also said we would get together by the time we were 35, which is this year).
I don't know anyone else who has these types of feeling and experiences, so I feel really strange talking to friends or family about these things. I am hoping someone here can help me make sense of some of this and the meaning behind it.