For the past few months, I have gotten considerably better with my intuition and small "predictions" in my life. It went from being absolute, total crap, (wrong almost every single time.) To being somewhat better for whatever reason. I have too hard of a time trusting it because it had led me astray way too many times to be so. It sucks. I was happy to see it improve like this a bit out of the blue, but now I notice a problem; any randomized intuition test I've taken online specifically has scored be INCREDIBLY low. I just can't get it right when suddenly I feel pressured to make the correct choice.
I realize that feeling anxiety over it probably distracts my mind and may worsen the results, but sometimes I'm dead sure that I was going to be right, only to turn out it was way off, completely. It's extremely discouraging because I figured something was going relatively well for me.
I can't do or say anything that my intuition tells me in real life because I feel dumb before it even happen, since after doing those tests and having my confidence demolished I didn't want to look like an idiot.
Why does this happen to me when I try any of the tests, but it's mostly fine in the real world? Have I just been literally guessing for months straight and having coincidences make me believe it was something else?
This is very discouraging and makes me feel inadequate. Now, I don't even want to try anymore because I feel stupid afterwards. Can anyone help me with this? Any and all advice is appreciated so much.