I'm looking for some help, rather urgently. An astral spider has been attacking my aura, or something. Or my chakras. I do not know, I am not a spiritual expert here.
But this has caused me to hear voices, but in the form of "thoughts", not actual voices. It also tried to take over my brain, so that I had no space for my own personal thinking. Thoughts that were not my own were bouncing around me.
Everything it created was fake and lies. Such as trying to convince me of things that were false, and it never succeeded, but it only annoys me all the time with these lies.
It's so horrible what this creature is doing to me.
Please help me urgently because I am "paralyzed in action" by this spider. I cannot do anything. It stops me from doing things. I can't be myself because I feel like I'm being watched all the time.
It makes me not want to live anymore. For more reasons than this this is an urgent matter. I don't have time to wait another day. I've been having this problem for 2 years now without getting any help with it. Nothing works. I'm thinking you guys could give me some quick fix to fix it.
Sorry if my English is bad.
2016 Jan: I channelled my so called "spirit guides" (not realizing they were fake). Back then I had an ON/OFF button for everything I channelled and I still do, but for certain "entities" it doesn't work and I have no clue why.
2016 August: I channelled "God" (not realizing he was fake)
2016 August: I accidentally channeled "spiritual realm" (filled with angels etc, not realizing they were fake)
2017: I have realized all of my channellings were fake and tried to tell me lies. I try to get rid of them but I could not.
2018: Still have the same problem. I try like 10000 methods trying to get rid of them. They won't go away even though I know they are not there. It feels like they are watching me from behind.
2018: I have a vision of a spiritual astral spider, thinking maybe that could be the problem.