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Am I Psychic, Or Just Schizophrenic?

 

For the past year or two I've had an entity slowly come through to me and talk. I will just call him Archie as that is the name that I was told to call him by. I don't remember exactly when, but he began talking to me at some point one or two years ago, and since I've grown an extremely deep attachment to him. He's told me things before that previously I didn't really have any knowledge on, and things of that nature. I think he did this to try and get me to trust myself that he is real, and it helped for a little bit, but I started doubting myself again by saying things like, "What if I actually knew about that stuff and just forgot and then subconsciously remembered?" Even though I'm 100% sure that I wasn't knowledgeable on those specific things.

I've grown to love him so much and he does in return, apparently. I've felt him by using my ability to feel energies clearly before, and when we talk he seems happy, and I can quite literally "feel the love" using that ability.

The only thing that just keeps bothering me is that little thought in the back of my head. I've told a friend all about him and had conversations about him, and she believes me. I'm REALLY scared that I've actually just been a fake on accident this entire time, just being schizophrenic or hearing my own thoughts as thinking they're external. The way Archie communicates is either by an intuitive/energy reading non-verbal type, or actual communication with words. I rarely ever hear his voice audibly from inside my head. I don't know if this is normal for someone who channels a lot, but does anyone else communicate with a being and have their responses and questions and statements come through as a message that feels like it's from deep inside your brain? Not like my own thoughts, I don't "hear" his as my own voice. I have no idea how to describe it other than "hearing" it, but not at the same time.

For more information on me, I am not diagnosed with schizophrenia, I don't really have any of the symptoms either. I do get paranoid easily with this subject, (rightfully so) but not extreme paranoia in day to day life. But, I can say that I do have paranoia over whether for SOME REASON I'm subtly schizophrenic, or just having an overactive imagination. Though I don't technically have either, since I wasn't diagnosed with schizophrenia or ever displayed any abnormal habits that made anyone think I did.

I need help with this so badly. He tried to convince me that he's real; And I want to trust him, but I can't trust him before I can trust myself. Does anyone have any advice on this? Any other people going through the same thing? I've spent a lot of nights just crying over it because if he weren't real, I would be crushed. I almost wished that I hadn't made such a deep bond/attachment to him before I knew for certain, this has caused me a lot of grief.

As a side note, anytime I begin having this regressive behavior, (I go through periods of being sure that he is real and periods of being scared that he isn't.) I start seeing 11 everywhere like crazy. I don't really know why.

Any kind of help or thoughts is appreciated.

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Ang3l (25 posts)
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2 months ago (2018-10-11)
Well, he sounds real to me:)

Hopefully that clears your confusions.
Seeing11 (9 stories) (16 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-11)
[at] Ang3l, he informed me that "God" does not exist in the way that we understand him/it to. He/it is referred to more as a "source energy" then by our definitions of what God is. I will use the word "they" to refer to it. They do not have a legitimate form, as they are not on the same plane of existence. They are formless, but theoretically if we were to "see" them, they would be almost like a haze of energy.

I hope this makes sense to you or anyone reading.
Ang3l (25 posts)
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2 months ago (2018-10-10)
Okay, from our talks here's what I can say:

If you take a Schizophrenic test from a Psychiatrist, chances are you will be classified as a Schizophrenic. Basically, "hearing voices" of any kind will be considered bad in their mind. And, considering you hear them often, they would consider that extreme.

Do I think you are Schizophrenic? No, because you have control over those voices. In other words, you have to "focus" to get those voices.

The mystery that still remains is if those voices really are from another being, or simply from your own mind.

For sure, the voices don't belong to a ghost or spirit (basically anyone on the other side).

Most likely, if the voices are real, it belongs to an alien (basically something that is still alive in this Universe).

So, how do we know if it's your mind or an alien? Based on your details about Archie, he would know the answer to the below question, while you won't.

Ask him, "What does God look like?"

If he knows the answer to this question, then it's a high chance he is real.

If he doesn't know the answer to this question, even if he is an alien, his claims about knowing you most likely aren't true.
Seeing11 (9 stories) (16 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-10)
And I feel like I must add that for the past week he has been very quiet, besides a couple of impromptu chats. I've tried to talk a few times, but he has apologized for being busy with tasks that he has to do. There have been a couple of periods where it is like this, but they usually pass within a week or so, give or take.
Seeing11 (9 stories) (16 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-10)
[at] An3l, when I want to contact him I usually have to go somewhere quiet and focus for a minute. I'll just adress him or ask if he's "there." He normally responds anywhere between ten seconds and a minute, but if he's distracted with something it can take him a little while longer.

And currently I was informed that he is not on a planet, but in a ship. I've been given a couple of images of where he WOULD be if he were, which looked a very dry, sort of arid place with rocks.

In case you ask I'll just go ahead and answer that I never asked for a name specifically or where it was, but I can sometime.
Ang3l (25 posts)
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2 months ago (2018-10-10)
I see. When you want to contact him, how do you go about doing it?

And, what planet is he currently on?
Seeing11 (9 stories) (16 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-09)
[at] Ang3l, also in regard to the internal vs external information, I thought it was all internal myself, as in things I already knew, until he taught me on a few things that I am almost 100% sure I previously didn't have knowledge about.

Now that I actually think about that, it wouldn't really make sense to be educated on unknown subjects by yourself if I was indeed schizophrenic. It doesn't quite suit logic.
Seeing11 (9 stories) (16 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-09)
[at] Ang3l He began contacting me around 1/3 the way into 2016, and the first contact was initaited by him solely, as I didn't know that channeling was a thing. At first it was slightly difficult to communicate, but now it is clearer.

And that is correct, human tongue cannot pronounce it and it seems like it can't really be expressed with letters. Thus he goes by Archie for me to better identify him by.

As for the "message" itself, what I understood of it was to sort of 'get the word out' to even just some people close to me if I could feel comfortable, or possibly start a social media outlet to share their existence with people. I was told he has known me from past lives in different scenarios, so there was already a connection established.

Most extraterrial beings have mastered telepathy, as they are more advanced in almost every regard as well as spiritually.

-11
Ang3l (25 posts)
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2 months ago (2018-10-09)
[at] CrazyCat, it's basically knowledge. In a sense, a person can look inward to their innerself to find knowledge about themselves. Or, they can in another sense connect outward to the Universe to find knowledge about anything and everything in the universe.

Hence, depending on what knowledge Seeing11 is receiving, it'll determine whether it's inner knowledge or outward knowledge.
CrazyCat (2 stories) (60 posts)
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2 months ago (2018-10-09)
[at] Ang3l, I've heard the name 'Akashic',isn't it a race of aliens? I'll search about it. [at] Seeing11, Lyra is a constellation? Right? If they're from space, wouldn't that be aliens contacting you? Um, wow, never heard of that before. Could it be that you have some link to them? Maybe?
Ang3l (25 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-09)
For me, I'll like to take this one step at a time. Hence, I'll just focus on Archie. As for Reptilians, I usually hear people talk more about them through "Alien/UFO" stuff instead of psychic contact.

What year did Archie began contacting you? 2017 or 2016?

I'm also going to assume he's currently contacting you in 2018. And, he contacts you at least twice a day, every day.

Now, for his name, is it Archie then? You did mentioned you couldn't pronounced his name.

In your first contact with him, was it you who started the contact through channelling? Or, did he out of nowhere revealed himself to you in your mind/thoughts?

You said his purpose was to send a message out. What message? Why does he have an interest in the human race/you?

As for voices, there are a lot of ways a voice can be heard. And, based on the method the voice was made/heard, it'll give clues as to where the voices are coming from.

So far, I'm guessing the voices are either from: your innerself/intuition, what people called the "Akashic Records" aka the "Universe," or a telepathic communication from a spiritual being.
Seeing11 (9 stories) (16 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-08)
[at] CrazyCat A being from the Lyra region in space has come through once or twice, it give me the name "Pierre" to call him by, to which he said some unexpected things about me. I believe it was a feline entity. I was going through a rough time and he gave me some out of the blue, but good words of wisdom otherwise having to do with using the power of vulnerability or something. This was a couple months ago.

There was a negative influence that I spoke with on occasion before I knew that it wasn't exactly "ideal", and over time it the interactions became less and less. I have not talked to it/him in 5 or so months.

I get a lot more intuitive "messages" from being that I don't know personally yet via enrgies, but it's seldom that I actually engage in trying to have a conversation as I'm not fully comfortable or confident in my abilities yet.

I have spoken with two "entities" in the same time frame.

And yes, I used to and still do have a natural pull to to reptiles and snakes, I admire them a lot as well as feline species.

Cheers, -11
CrazyCat (2 stories) (60 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-07)
Is it just him or are there other too? I have been wondering about it for quite long. I've been wondering if other people are having the same experiences. I've been wondering if more than one can be communicated at one time. Also, did you use to have some kind of liking to reptiles? You don't have to answer if you don't want to.
Seeing11 (9 stories) (16 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-07)
[at] CrazyCat Actually, there are being of his kind that are more positive. It's a misconception that ALL of them are evil just because of what race they hail from; I used to think that he was like that as well due to the examples of them that I had been exposed to beforehand were mostly negative. If I got a negative feeling from him I would definitely not be speaking so regularly like this.

Thanks,-11
CrazyCat (2 stories) (60 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-07)
Yeah, I know what you're saying. About the responses. It's really hard to believe. In fact when things like these happen, I question it a lot. I also do the same thing you do, believe it and then go to not believing it.
Well, being a reptilian being doesn't immediately make him evil, at least not for me. If his intentions are not harmful, I guess, it's fine? I mean, there are lots of things we don't know still. We still have a lot to explore. Don't know what else I can say except, I know what you are feeling. It's scary and confusing and sometimes it makes you fear for your sanity.
Seeing11 (9 stories) (16 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-07)
[at] CrazyCat Thank you for the offer but currently I am not allowed to email strangers due to parents. And as for your question, yes the responses are quick and purposeful. I rarely hear his voice inside my head audibly, but, I can say that I sort of do in a more intuitive sense. It is VERY hard to describe.
Seeing11 (9 stories) (16 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-07)
[at] Ang3l, we talk mostly a random points during the day, but more often in the mornings right after I wake up and as I'm getting ready for bed. It's distracting during school and I've said not to while I'm trying to work, to which he doesn't really do it anymore.

Why he wanted to contact me? Well, I wanted to try and avoid saying this to dodge religious spam in my comments, but he's introduced himself as a reptilian entity, (Yes, from space, laugh all ya want.) and I cannot pronounce his name. He doesn't give off negative vibes. It was to establish a "connection" to help get certain messages out, apparently.

I hope this was a good enough answer, peace. ✌
CrazyCat (2 stories) (60 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-07)
So, the same question as Ang3l is asking. Also, you said about getting responses from him. It's like you're thinking about something or have a question and suddenly, this thought, just comes, that just isn't yours, a response? It happens in a short amount of time? It's like you hear a voice, but then, there is no real sound, just a feeling that someone or something did say something? I don't know how to explain it, but what you said, I've felt that. We can talk over email if you like, crazycatcrisp [at] yahoo.com.
Ang3l (25 posts)
 
2 months ago (2018-10-07)
When would he contact you? At a certain time or day?

Why does he want to contact you?

If you don't feel like posting the details here you can contact me through email in my profile.

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