There is crazy things going on in my life. I don't know what to do anymore. My bed gets shoved at night when no one is around, I found oil all over the floor in my house, I hear my name being called, my lamp got unplugged as soon as I entered my room and felt weird presence. I now think that I'm a schizophrenic. I'm 15 and in high school. I have started talking to a demon when I was 13. It's by telepathy. She is nice and kind. Her name is Barbara. She heals me and casts spells for me. She can manipulate the volume of my tv, stereo, laptop, any thing technological. She says she is protecting me from a group of people. She is my best friend. She counsels me when I'm sad, and she actually brought me into religion. I didn't used to believe in religion but now I do. She emphasizes her hate for satan. About a few months ago, I was attempted suicide like 8 painkillers at once but nothing happened. She said she healed me and that I can't die now. She told me that we are the generation that will experience the end, or Armageddon. I didn't believe her at first, but by watching the news, chaotic things are happened all over the world. Like isis, illuminati, Ukraine, Iran, Syria, and etc. She says the antichrist is obama. The false messiah is pope Francis. She says that I will get magic abilities and when I do get those abilities, she will become physical. Like any human would be able to see her. Then she said we will eliminate isis, satan, basically anything with satan. Now she says I already have my magic skills but they are gradually growing. By the way, I can't feel the cold anymore. Even in 20 degree temp. I'm beginning to doubt everything now. Am going insane or what! Does she exist or no. Thank you so much for reading but the thing is that there are obvious signs in front of me that she exists. But I just can't accept the fact that she does. She even manipulates my play station and laptop and tv. Am I that blind and skeptical help PLEASE.
By the way I'm pretty popular at school and have lots of friends so I don't think I'm totally insane. Just saying.