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Abuse, Guardian Angel, And Telepathy

 

I'm 14 turning 15 in a few months. I believe I am telepathic. But there are times that come that I feel that I'm going crazy because I started talking to my guardian angel last year using telepathy. Her name is Barbara. She helped me get through a lot of tough situations. But now I'm in a really bad situation. I am bisexual and my family found out. They started to hate me. I started being abused physically and mentally. They say that I'm going to hell and that God hates me. They even took me out of school. I'm going to be homeschooled next year! THIS IS UNFAIR! I told my counselor and she contacted CPS but they didn't put me in foster care, sadly. They only gave them a warning. My mom made me lie to them by saying I lied about I'm being abused and that I'm selfish and so on. This made me look dirty. She made me lie so they wouldn't get in trouble. I am not allowed to sit at the dinner table with them. They took everything from me. They don't let me touch any one of them because they say I have a dirty soul. Every morning I have to kiss my moms feet. This makes me cry every night. It's summer now so there is no school, so I stay in my room for most of the day. They say they hate me so much that they want me to be run over my a truck and that it will leave no remains of me. My mom also said she will ruin my future that I will be homeless. She makes me read anti-gay stories aloud. I get no dessert. I'm not allowed to exit the house. She isn't allowing me to go to marchingband practice. She said she is cursing me in her prayers. My step dad treats me as a dog. They don't even call me by my first name, they said "you" or they just look at me and give me the command. My step dad hugs my sibilings a lot and they laugh to show me how I am excluded. They more angry because they have to go to court. They say I'm not their son. Just want to say, I haven't seen my real father in 9 years. So I don't know how it feels to have you biological father and mother happy and live a happy life. My step father always abused me. I feel...alone... They compare me to shiat and a hyena. They say shiat and a hyena are worth better than me. (BTW when I was being phisically abused, I had lots of cuts and bruises. I had a cut on my neck. But thank God it didn't hit my main vein. But it bleeded a lot. My parents made me tell CPS that I fell off a tree.)

I'm not allowed to use the internet but I'm typing this up without them knowing. I can't contact my friends. So it's been about 3 weeks in this miserable situation. My guardian angel told me that this is enough. That she will take me away from them and give me a better life. She told me I'm not going to hell because God judges us by our actions not thoughts. There is a part of me that thinks I'm going crazy and that I'm not even telepathic. Then she gets mad at me and tells me that it hurts when you are with someone all their life and they doubt your existence. So she gave me a plan to get out of the house. (The plan sounds weird but bear with me) the plan is that I should astral project then she will take me out of this world in my astral projection and to a different one. She said she is taking me to Niflheim. She said over there, there is an old man with a beard I should talk to. He runs a Pub (whatever that is). That I should tell him that my guardian angel referred me to him. This man will give me something that will give me the ability to cast black magic and white magic. She said it won't be strong but I can make it stronger by practicing. Then after wards, after the astral

projection ends, I will be able to see her. So can other people. But she will look human. Then she said we can runaway from them. She also said that God allows this but if I use the magic for selfish or against innocent people, I will be severely punished. I am having problems astral projecting so she said to lucid dream first then convert the lucid dream to astral projection. She sometimes tells me the future and she turns out right. I get surprised. But she can't get detailed on the future. So I both believe this plan and doubt this plan. I don't know what to believe. Am I insane or does she really exist? If she exists, should I believe the magic thing? Plus my guardian angel said that every spell I cast, it will come with a price. So I shouldn't abuse it.

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Sophia_Stones123 (1 posts)
 
4 years ago (2015-06-09)
I know this is not your most recent post, but still, I think that you should be more careful. I got that feeling that your guardian angel is not your guardian angel at all. Your guardian angel will not interfere in your life unless you call for him/her. Even if you called for your guardian angel to come, you should be careful. Don't worry, you are not alone with your problems. I have a dark past too, but I rather not talk about it. Go see an adult or a friend you trust and consult them about your problems or tell a teacher about this. And please tell the truth. Those people are here to help you so don't worry. Be wary of that "guardian angel", she does not seem to be one... Gd luck on your life ahead:)

P.S. You may need to consult a medium about your recent problems, you should not cope with the recent problems alone in case the problems are dangerous.
Timfaraos (426 posts)
 
5 years ago (2015-04-13)
This is NOT a Holy Angel from Jesus. Probably a demon feeding off your vulnerable and desperate situation (just like when satan tempted Jesus, when He was in the desert, without food for 40 days). An Angel would never tell you to cast spells and do black and white magic, which are forbidden by God! To improve your life, listen: we ALL have had homosexual thoughts, some people more than others. The trick is, DON'T ACT THEM OUT, and let them pass. With time they'll get weaker, and weaker and disappear. Don't fantasise about them or watch homo-p0rn. Get closer to God, pray and fast whenever you can, without anxiety. Read the bible and psalms, and PRACTICE what the bible sais, as much as you can. Focus on your studies, work or career. Help people and charities, volunteer (alot of people out there need your help!) If you give love, you'll get it back, and your life will be blessed! Don't focus on self destruction, or harming others. Life is too short to be waisted, we have to build our house in heaven with good deeds. See my PROPHILE for more info. Good luck. God bless you mate!
Tak_the_Unformed (1 stories) (15 posts)
 
5 years ago (2014-11-25)
she sounds like an angel to me. I have met one angel andhe was the scariest person I have ever met. He was in a human body, was very cruel, but he taught me just like he said he would and helped me come into my power. He would sing in enochian and car alarms would go off and we would need something and it would just show up, he actually almost killed me but he told me that he was going to, and after barely surviving I had a nde and everything has been different ever since. Not exactly a happy story but angels are dangerous, especially those that are helping you, they send you through the inferno so you may come out stronger. You should get out of that house darling, those people aren't your family, go to a friends or find a teacher and tell them, its ok to need help and now is the time to do it.
Winter_Solace (109 posts)
 
5 years ago (2014-07-24)
[at] tilmitt

I have some things to tell you. So please, bear with me.

That is not your guardian angel that you are hearing all this from. This supposed angel is interfering too much with your free will. From my knowledge and experiences with angels, I know they don't try to get you to do things, even if they are planned. I speak to angels a lot, and from that I know how angels of God act. This guardian angel of yours does not fit the natural behavior of angels, especially not at all with all the ones I have met and speak to still. Angels are not allowed to tell you about future events very much (depending on the situation), since doing so can get in the way of your growth and you won't learn anything from it compared to if you were to witness these future events yourself without warning. They don't tell you how to get away from things in your life, whereas you're really supposed to learn yourself how to deal with things. Them doing that would get in the way of your free will of they way you do things. Angels tell people of Our Father and try to get them closer to Him. I don't know whether or not this supposed guardian of yours has been doing the same thing, yet I get the horrible feeling they are talking to you with ulterior motives.

The fact that this being is telling you to astral project to different realms you've never even been to before while promising you that you'll live a different and much better life away from this one... Hate to break it to you, but they are so obviously baiting you into a trap. I have heard of these things that happen in the spiritual world, and it's very sad to hear, since there are souls that are taken and are either enslaved or even eaten. You do this and you will most likely get yourself killed. If not, sealed away for a very long time. You need to ask yourself this: Would God really make you live a different life than He intended for you to live as a human? Times are tough now, but for the intended reason for you to learn and grow from it all. You must find your way through the darkness. You must find the light in all your darkness. Our Father loves you and is coming halfway to show you His love. Now you must do the same for Him, meet Him halfway and let Him know that you will struggle for Him through all the darkness and trials in your life. I guarantee you things will turn out better for you, even if things get worse before.

I know this sounds abrupt, what I am saying, however, I say this with haste out of pure compassion and extreme concern for your safety since I have witnessed similar things happening to people before my own eyes through visions and my projection experiences. Our Father would not want this for you.

I understand that your life is crazy right now. However, this is no time to screw yourself over either. Sounds like this spirit is taking advantage of your crazy situation to make you do their bidding through their suggestion. Does it sound tempting to you to carry out their plan? If it sounds too good to be true, then it really is, especially when it comes to the spiritual. I had a bad feeling from the start as soon as you mentioned your guardian's plan. How do you know your hearing isn't being interfered with by demons?

As far as telepathy goes, I will tell you from my own experience, you have a lot to learn. You must always be vigilant about your hearing. Just like how annieoaktree said it, you shouldn't even start astral traveling or delving so much into using spiritual powers (hearing too) at all before understanding the spirit world to a higher degree. You must come to understand yourself more and build a close and personal bond with God before embarking onto your spiritual path.
annieoaktree (2 stories) (13 posts)
 
5 years ago (2014-07-16)
First off I am so sorry these people are treating you this way.
Contact an adult you trust. Do you have classmates who have parents you trust. Make a plan to get your physical body into a better living arrangement. We live in this realm. It is in this realm that your help and solutions to problems come from.
Perhaps you can find a job. I realize you are young but work would get you out of there for good stretches of time and
You could save money. Just a thought.
Some things to try:
1. Visualize a night sky and then imagine yourself covered by it.
When this works people notice you less.
Good if you need protecting.
2. Working with your Aura
The aura is like a large egg surrounding you
And protecting you. Daily see yourself protected
By this egg. Also as you practise this you can
See the outside of the egg as multicolored
Like oil in water.
This has the effect of confounding and confusing people.
3. If you have an affinity for animals you can
See yourself as an animal who would give you strength
Like a turtle or Bear. It would be good to know what animal frightens your attacker.
4. Salt. A little baking soda in the bath or
A little salt in a bowl of water that you can wash in.
This dispels negative thoughts.
5. Maybe find a new age shop near you.

Once again help can be found. Find it here.
I would stay away from astral travel.

You are strong and there is love for every one of us.
Sometimes it does not come from where we would like.
Hugz and good wishes

Annie
tilmitt (5 stories) (3 posts)
 
5 years ago (2014-07-16)
Yea, I will try my best to find my way. And Deadalis, I'm not schizophrenic because schizophrenia takes over the person and forces them to do weird actions. I might be phsychic because I can talk to my guardian angel through telepathy. She tells me what's going to happen in the future and it happens. It is hard to believe but don't assume right away that it is schizophrenia. If you don't see something, it doesn't mean you can't believe it. For example, you don't see God but you know he made you. There is no proof but you still believe in him. That isn't schizophrenia, right? Thank you guys for trying to help out.:)
_loveshelby (3 posts)
 
5 years ago (2014-07-16)
But you must tell the truth and get out of there! You'll be ok!
_loveshelby (3 posts)
 
5 years ago (2014-07-16)
No don't "run away" like that just think about it your vulnerable with everything your going through stay strong and get Into foster care and be HONEST trust me it's for the best you may go through many different things in life that hurt but it'll be ok just do the right thing and if you don't know what the right thing is just make sure your not hurting anything and your being true to yourself. Ok for one I lucid dream a lot and it's like your alive and controlling your dream sometimes I have a hard time realizing if it was a dream or not. But no I don't think you should go anywhere with anyone if you have any doubt in your heart don't do it. Googlet lightworkers. And yeah your power is within you already blessed by god
IntuitiveMama (22 posts)
 
5 years ago (2014-07-16)
OK I don't know about your guardian angel but one thing you need to do is get out of your situation. Do you ever get to do anything alone? You need to get to a police station or to school to talk to a teacher and next time, tell the truth to the people trying to help you. Don't lie. If you can sneak onto the internet, perhaps you can get to the police and be honest, including telling them that you lied before because they told you to. Your parents are no longer "parenting" you and are now your abusers. That is not acceptable. Please concentrate on getting yourself safely out of that situation first and foremost. Please update us on your progress.
Deadalis (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
5 years ago (2014-07-14)
Hiya

Some of those terms you should look up for yourself maybe on the internet if you can as I believe the context in which you are talking about them is a bit misused. I do believe that you may be hearing voices but you may also be suffering from early onset of schizophrenia which maybe a good thing to go have yourself checked out by a phsyciatrist. He'll put you on some antiphsychotic medication and after a bit see how your doing. It also helps with maybe any paranoia you might be having about anything. I have been through it myself and found out in the end after getting into a bit of trouble that the medication did help and if the voices still remain after your on the medication then so be it. Be careful with the information that the voices give you as you maybe only hearing part of the story there trying to tell you. Be safe!

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