This story has waited for a long time to be posted here. But I wasn't ready to before now, I always thought I could handle it, and I would drag my friends in to this, resulting in, well, undesirable outcomes. So, now I'll ask you guys for help, since I honestly don't know where else to go.
I don't even know where to start, but I'll try, so bear with me, it's a long and a bit difficult story. We'll, I have a guardian with me, I won't disclose what he is since he's had dealing with beings for my sake that I don't want to have to repeat. Anyway, I've 'had' him for all my life, I can't think of a single time where I wasn't aware that he existed, well, I knew he was there, but it's only recently I started talking to him and really found out all of this.
Anyway, he and I have always been on good terms, he has protected me from things, most notably was an incident with a spirit me and my stupid friends played with, but that's besides the point. So, we can talk, but it strains me a bit to hear him clearly, so I try not to do it too much, but thanks to that, I can ask him to do things for me, or predict upcoming events with incredible accuracy.
Thats not the problem.
The problem is, that he's adamant that I'm someone other than myself - a human. He believes I am an entity like him, but that 'I'm' trapped in this human body.
It sounds outrageous, and it is, until you consider all the other things.
I've always been fascinated with the paranormal, being drawn to it and such. My curiosity has always been strengthened due to my reactions to somethings, I get this weird emotional pain at the mentions of certain things, Which comes from nowhere. So, I found some like minded people in my area, and we played the ouija board. Very smart, I know. In doing that, one of my friends got, well, let's call it an unwelcome visitor. But being stupid, we never stopped Playing, and as days passed, the people playing with me started experiencing bad stuff, one of them got scratched really bad, and once we did a ritual involving the board, and all of them said they felt like they were being choked and one of the players started crying and saying a prayer. Me on the other hand? I was fine, I wasn't even shaking or scared.
So we continued like this, until one day we asked the board why bad things weren't happening to me, and it answered something along the lines of "he's protecting her" and it just spiralled out of control from there.
So, why am I giving this detailed backstory?
Because I don't know what to do anymore. I can't deny that all of this, including him an his claims about me, is real. There's been too much proof. I wish I could write it all down, but it would take way too long.
So, I suppose my question is, what should I do? Should I trust him and just embrace whatever my 'true identity' is? Or should I throw him out of my life? I don't know. I really don't.