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Doubting My Guardian

 

This story has waited for a long time to be posted here. But I wasn't ready to before now, I always thought I could handle it, and I would drag my friends in to this, resulting in, well, undesirable outcomes. So, now I'll ask you guys for help, since I honestly don't know where else to go.

I don't even know where to start, but I'll try, so bear with me, it's a long and a bit difficult story. We'll, I have a guardian with me, I won't disclose what he is since he's had dealing with beings for my sake that I don't want to have to repeat. Anyway, I've 'had' him for all my life, I can't think of a single time where I wasn't aware that he existed, well, I knew he was there, but it's only recently I started talking to him and really found out all of this.

Anyway, he and I have always been on good terms, he has protected me from things, most notably was an incident with a spirit me and my stupid friends played with, but that's besides the point. So, we can talk, but it strains me a bit to hear him clearly, so I try not to do it too much, but thanks to that, I can ask him to do things for me, or predict upcoming events with incredible accuracy.

Thats not the problem.

The problem is, that he's adamant that I'm someone other than myself - a human. He believes I am an entity like him, but that 'I'm' trapped in this human body.

It sounds outrageous, and it is, until you consider all the other things.

I've always been fascinated with the paranormal, being drawn to it and such. My curiosity has always been strengthened due to my reactions to somethings, I get this weird emotional pain at the mentions of certain things, Which comes from nowhere. So, I found some like minded people in my area, and we played the ouija board. Very smart, I know. In doing that, one of my friends got, well, let's call it an unwelcome visitor. But being stupid, we never stopped Playing, and as days passed, the people playing with me started experiencing bad stuff, one of them got scratched really bad, and once we did a ritual involving the board, and all of them said they felt like they were being choked and one of the players started crying and saying a prayer. Me on the other hand? I was fine, I wasn't even shaking or scared.

So we continued like this, until one day we asked the board why bad things weren't happening to me, and it answered something along the lines of "he's protecting her" and it just spiralled out of control from there.

So, why am I giving this detailed backstory?

Because I don't know what to do anymore. I can't deny that all of this, including him an his claims about me, is real. There's been too much proof. I wish I could write it all down, but it would take way too long.

So, I suppose my question is, what should I do? Should I trust him and just embrace whatever my 'true identity' is? Or should I throw him out of my life? I don't know. I really don't.

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christetrapolar (8 posts)
 
5 months ago (2019-07-09)
Hi Sofiia. If you want to know what are you
Google this cia-rdp96-00788r001700210004-8 and read paragraph 27.
Yes we are immortal energy beings and yes our immortal spirit can astral project.
And yes the legion of merit was awarded to Joseph McMoneagle also know as Remote Viewer No. 1 for more than 150 cases of successful remote viewing
For his work on this project referenced on the above document.
And yes we all have a guardian with us.
He believes I am an entity like him, but that 'I'm' trapped in this human body.
Yes we are all an immortal spirit possessing a body.
but that 'I'm' trapped in this human body.
You are NOT trapped in this human body.
You are given a spiritual lesson in the primary school called earth.
If you fail that lesson by hurting yourself or others you will be asked to repeat it.
Should I trust him and just embrace whatever my 'true identity' is?
Or should I throw him out of my life? I don't know. I really don't.
This is up to you. You do have free will.
Good luck with your spiritual journey and your relationship
With your primary spirit guide. Let it be so it is already done in the name of all that is good and true on the name of love and wisdom.
Lyro (456 posts)
 
6 months ago (2019-06-13)
You've peaked my interest, I'll shoot you an e-mail if you don't mind. I'd like to know more about this guardian.
~ Lyro
Sofiia (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
6 months ago (2019-06-11)
I know they exist, that's not what I meant with my comment, I just don't worship or praise them (which the word 'believe' usually entails when speaking about religion)

Anyhow, I'm not looking for a conflict with the Christians, I suppose I should have mentioned this earlier, but it is what it is. Thanks for all your help, but please don't come with suggestions that require God or Jesus. 😊
emmy007 (22 posts)
 
6 months ago (2019-06-11)
Hello Sofiia, I want you to know that God and His son Jesus Christ are real. Two days ago, God in a dream appeared to me in a dazzling light after I honored Him with songs of praise and thanksgiving. His son Jesus Christ has also appeared to me in a dream several times. I have also seen His apparition in the clouds.
I want you and everyone here on this website to know that God and His son Jesus Christ are real and powerful spiritual beings. I am a living testimony and you will surely find the truth about them if you seek it.
Sofiia (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
6 months ago (2019-06-09)
I do not follow/believe in Christianity, so I will not call on jesus or god for "protection". Thanks for your time anyway though 😊
Newbeginning (17 posts)
 
6 months ago (2019-06-06)
You are not being protected. Only God protects us. With your free will you have opened yourself up to a demonic spirit. I promise you if you mention that you love Jesus that things will go bad very quickky. The demon is telling you that you are not you. That is not a spirit of light. It has caused you confusion. Right? That's what they do. The predicting things to come for you is so you don't let U.K. GO. It sounds like a demonic attachment. Or oppression which you would hear his voice inside of you. Please give your heart to Jesus and repent for all of your sins. Then seem deliverance through a church. You need to act fast. This thing will possess you if you are not saved.
Sofiia (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
6 months ago (2019-06-06)
I've been taking your suggested approach for awhile, since I'm a very careful type of person. But here, I'm picking up mixed signals, my friends (that know of him) believe he's a negative entity, whilst I myself see him as a positive influence. So there's that, I suppose. But it was nice getting a third party opinion on this, thank you, guys! 😊 ❤
Queenie272 (2 posts)
 
6 months ago (2019-06-06)
Hi Sofia, I struggle sometimes with being in a body and feel like I'm not human. It's very weird and I don't tell too many people that... But I guess what I'm trying to say is we're all spirits having a human experience so in a way technically you're just having a human experience this time round. That's not to say in other reincarnations you weren't doing something else somewhere else. Does the guardian that's with you feel like he comes from a place of love? Or does he demand you do things? I think this will tell you whether it's a guardian "angel" or a negative entity that's attached itself to you. If it's protecting you I'm guessing it's the former but if you're doubting this maybe you need to look more closely at what he's saying to you, and note down what he's saying... He may just be enlightening you to your true path and guiding you or he may be a negative spirit. They attach themselves to sensitive people such as ourselves so don't dismiss this idea if you've been feeling uncomfortable and feeling like you need to get rid of him... I wish you luck ❤
emmy007 (22 posts)
 
6 months ago (2019-05-29)
Hello Sofia, you are not alone. I too believe that I am not of this world. I get revelations which others in my family do not receive.
Your guardian might be telling you the truth about yourself regarding the fact that his predictions are always accurate.
I will suggest you keep him as long as he does you no harm.
I too need your help concerning what is bothering me. Feel free to contact me for further discussions at emmarexx3 [at] gmail.com. It is well!

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