There is something that almost makes me feel safe. I had a dream years ago about an angel. I woke up and I knew to look up angel's names that started with an 'E'. So I did, and I found Eremiel or Jeramiel. A watcher. I wondered if that was my guardian Angel since in my dream I had been crying in an old house that I lived in while there was a cluster of black shadows tormenting me. This man showed up with bright blue eyes, and took my hand to stand me up. He asked me 'What scares you?' and I pointed to the black shadows. He looked at them and made a motion with his hand, making them disappear. He walked me out of that house to where I currently lived, walking outside. We talked but he got a call and had to leave immediately, then he was gone.
I've tried contacting him, but maybe he's just so busy?
If it's actually my guardian angel, and if it's actually him from the book of Enoch, then does that mean he also had affairs with women like it says in the Book of Enoch? I want to ask him, and each time I try I can't seem to get to him. Could there be something keeping him away? I feel like something has attached itself to me. I've had multiple dreams of it coming and doing rather inappropriate things to me. I can't ever see it, because it's so dark. It's tall, a male too. I don't know what to do about it. Or is the tall black thing him?
Will someone give me some advice on how to contact my guardian angel?
Maybe, if I can get to him, he will be able to protect me from this black thing if it's not him.