My name is Arcuslux. I am a Dreamweaver (creator type spirit) and wander spirit of a great vibration. As far back as I can remember, I was born to this earth to watch over dreams of others. I, as a dream weaver am able to go into a dream and weave a part to show a small image of it. It's very powerful. I use it very limitedly to help others with nightmares, and occational questions in their dreams. I either ease the dream to be less terrorizing or make it to where they could hopefully figure out the answer. I as a dream weaver barely have my own dreams, and can Astral Travel and Dimisonal travel very well, and fast. But enough about that for now.
As a person of great light and love, I leave a heavy impression of those that ever meet me in person. Very few people that have met me don't ever remember my name or face. Even so, my abilities grow strong enough of love to take the negatively from someone who has it in their life. I absorb the raw negative sorrow energy, which caskets into horrible sprees of emotional pain. This a strong and deep energy which I lose control and let out through expression of others last feelings. I take it out on my own body, in order to let others have a form of relief or light in their life.
In this time period of being who I am. I have never came across a guardian of mine since my time here. I've had names from time to time whisper to my ears of shadow people, angels. None were my guardian, as if I was never born with one, I've never seen it or heard it. When I mean never, I mean never. Which leads me to believe I've never had one in my time being here. Is it possible for this to be a nonexistant one?
I've tried speaking to my guardian, but all I get is the response from the sounds of nature. None of my attempts ever seem to contact them, not even in dire need. (If anything it seems like my spirit resists such attempts of problems to my life, forcing itself to stay alive by itself.)
Some people say its because of my sensitive nature I don't have one, since I could be one myself in physical form. If this the case how rare is for that to happen? If not what makes this so difficult to talk to my guardian?
Extra note: I was born with natural Clairaudio/Clairvoyance and high sensitivity levels.