I've wondered this for a while now. For my whole life, I've always felt so limited and weak, until last summer. That was when my psychic abilities grew and I felt amazing. I went through a lot of mental and physical changes. But during the winter, when it's super cold and dark here, I didn't connect with the nature and I had a lot of other problems, so my abilities kind of faded away. I still have them, but the are way harder to access.
Anyways, about 2 weeks ago I decided to contact my spirit guide for the first time in a year, and ask them about this.
I went outside and meditated for a while, and then asked to contact my spirit guide. After a few minutes, I felt a calm presence sitting in front of me. Spirit guides change throughout your life, right? So this was a new one. I introduced myself, and told what was my concern. I asked them about my previous life, but they really couldn't tell me about it, honestly they didn't know. I asked them if I was trapped in the wrong body and if this was not the place I was supposed to born at. I know for a fact, that if I was talking to myself, I would've said yes absolutely. I was almost shocked to hear a very clear no. This is what I am supposed to be. But They did tell me a little about why I'm feeling these things.
They firstly told me that in my previous life, I was a water elemental (yes I did say that they didn't know. They don't know what happened there, they just knew who I was). My name was Indigo, and quite honestly I was not surprised at all. The name Indigo has always appealed to me. All the sports I do revolve around water, and my abilities we're very water related too, and I'm practically created for swimming. They told me that since elementals have some abilities, that it might be the reason I feel so limited. In my last life I was so free to do anything. It also explains a whole bunch of other things. They didn't really know more, so I didn't bother them any longer. They told me that if I really want to know more, I should ask my guardian angel, they would know more. I thanked them and said goodbye.
I meditated and requested to contact my guardian angel. I was quite surprised that I actually got a connection. I greeted them, introduced myself and told them what was going on. I asked how I could regain my abilities and make myself stronger with better abilities. My intentions are good, like healing people, since I do possess that power. They told me that I need to gain a good physical and mental balance, and that I need to be very stable. Then I could regain my abilities and become stronger. I thanked them and said goodbye.
At first, I had no idea what that meant, but now I have it figured out. Having a good physical shape makes a lot of sense. Last summer, I went through a HUGE physical change, my body changed completely. I remember it was very exhausting for me. I don't think my body could handle that kind of change right now, since my body is not in a good shape.
Mental stability is also very clear, since I should be able to control myself to control my powers.
What do you think? I don't know if you believe me, but for me this is very real.