I am trying to learn how to embrace and grow in my medium abilities. My entire life I have had instances where I feel like I am not alone, I feel afraid of the dark, I am very tuned into my feelings, I am a highly sensitive person. I have heard things I cannot explain and I have seen things I cannot explain. It has taken a while for me to really know how to accept that maybe I have special gifts or abilities. Now that I have acknowledged this, I do not know what to do to embrace this and to grow.
I am hoping that someone here can help me with knowing where to look and start learning and growing. I literally wonder if I need to look into Chakra information and crystal stone information, crystal ball information. I feel full of questions without knowing where to start. I know this is something to grow in time and it won't happen over night, and I am fine with that. I just want to understand me and all this.
For the longest time I have felt like I am possibly crazy with my emotions, and my intuitions, and my feelings or sensations of not being alone. I've even take medications for mental disorders.
With all the questions; however; my spouse has been supportive of me. I'm certain that he is curious of things as well. He is a believer of the other world as well. Which really helps me to know I can safely embrace the person and capabilities that lie within me. With all this said, does anyone have ideas of where I should start? Where I should look for information? Learn how to be a medium in more depth?
Thank you for listening and I look forward to your responses. Bless Be!