I'm am a 49 year old mother and wife, I am also a Reiki Master. I would like to start off by telling you I have on many occasions connected with spirits in many ways. Last night I was listening to a guided meditation about connecting with your past loved ones, one I have never listen to before, as I was listening it came to a part where it said call forward the spirit you would like to connect with,, so I called my mother who passed 8 years ago, I felt her right away as I always do, as we were connecting I bright flash of white light came, like never before so I thought that I was going to see my mom tonight, I was excited! I slowly opened my eyes but what I seen was not my MOM or anything that I normally see, I am not sure what it was, It was hoovering over my head I can\'t be sure if it was a dark purple or black but it was like I don't know like a giant spider but crystal looking. I wasn't afraid but more nervous. I never had anything like this happen before, whenever I see spirits I see them as white, or sometimes just as plan as you and I, and some I see like holograms. I normally do not see evil as I protect myself and ask to only allow love and light. There has been a few times I have seen Dark shadows, when I see them I say my ritual and they leave, but this did not leave it just continued to surround me, so I really do know if it was something bad or not, I am at a loss!
So does anyone have any suggestions on what it might be?
Thank you for any help.
Peace, love and light