Recently I have become so at peace with myself. I had looked up my natal chart, and after I figured out exactly why I am the way I am, I have been so confident lately in my everyday life. I feel like that has something to do with my experience.
Today I attended a funeral. The second funeral I've ever attended in my life. For the first one it was my grandma who I was close to so I was overcome with sadness and everything. I wasn't super close to this man that died, but he was my grandpa, so I went.
We were at a church. We ate, I felt fine. We went to another church where his dead body was displayed in an open casket. I expected to be filled with anxiety because I have anxiety about these kinds of things since my grandma died. After a while, some people were distraught. I could feel their grief, the sadness, but I knew it wasn't MY feelings, if that makes sense. It wasn't just a regular "aww, I feel sorry for them," I felt everything they felt, the body numbing heavy cloak of grief. I was from a neutral standpoint. I felt at peace in the church, but then I started feeling high off of something. I don't do drugs, but I felt so... Different. My body felt as if it was vibrating, I could feel energies. Positive energies. I felt as if I could feel his soul lingering. My left eye started to hurt but stopped. (I know that has something to do with this, but I haven't figured out what yet.) There was a lot of energy around, I felt high up, I can't describe it. But when I left the church it was gone.
I do believe I felt his soul around. I believe I felt high vibrations. The church was very active with spiritual energy, and I didn't feel that at the other church or any other church. I didn't feel paranoid. I felt so peaceful. I could feel my whole environment: the feelings people had and the energy.
I believe this experience was because I have become so educated on a lot of spiritual things, and my friend told me I have become enlightened. I have communicated with my dead grandma before in dreams, she's manifested herself in reality in a lot of ways, I've seen a lot of spirits in my lifetime. I just want to know what am I feeling? Is this normal, at least in the psychic world?