Hallo everyone, in Love and Light
Just in this week, I've discovered that I'm an Heyoka Empath. I've been experiencing supernatural events all my life since I was a child and always found myself drawn to metaphysics, spirituality, psychic and paranormal. Coming into this world was a miracle, my mother didn't want me but still I survived, I was born at 5 months in the 80's from there on I've been experiencing things and always found myself gravitating towards the unknown.
There is so much to tell but I need to stay focused not to stray from the main reason I'm writing this and its about being a Hayoka Empath and help on what I'm experiencing. I've worked on my Empath skills for about 10 years now, but I always found that I'm not quite the same as the Empath described online, I know that every Empath is different but I felt there was something missing so I just shrugged it off as normal. Yesterday I found out that I am a Heyoka and along with that, for about a month, I've been having this experience in my dreams. I've been talking to celestial beings in my dreams almost every night, I can't really remember what I dream about, but in the dream I completely understand what's going on but to my husband that startles awake, he says that i'm humming, like a very deep throat hum. He thinks it a bit weird and its a bit annoying to him at times, because its keeping him awake. As he wakes me up gently, between sleep and awake, there's a little moment where my conscious mind can "peak" at what's going on, I'm talking in a celestial language with other beings, a big conversation, almost like feedback or instructions, I'm not sure but I can feel myself clinging to the dream state to be able to finish off with what I was saying to them for that ever it is was very important, because somehow I knew that I'm being awoken and as I awake I hear my voice transfer from a language in my mind to a humming sound in my mouth/throat. And the strange thing is, just before I went to sleep, I prayed and asked my spirit guides to confirm that I am a Heyoka, because its a big thing and I really don't want to be mislead on something (thinking I'm something I'm not), but I also told them that I know for sure that I am a Heyoka, I just need the assurance. Like you baked a cake, you know its a cake, but you need that cherry on top.
I've been through a lot of pain and emotional abuse in my life, but the thing that always kept me going, since childhood was the fact that I was sent to earth for something important. And I must say that through the pain and suffering that I had I can help others today and also understand what they are going through. I have a great love for people and have unlimited compassion, but at the same time, I also have a hate. I cannot tolerate narcissists, self righteousness, in-authenticity (being fake) or lying and other things. I know that we are moving from one dimension to another at the moment and I've got this underlying feeling that something is happening in the realms. I can also feel vibrations and (yes, wait for it) hear the earth move/rotate. I have so much to share but this will be a very long letter and to be honest, no one is going to read something that long, but with time, I will share bit by bit. There must be others out there experiencing the same thing/s and if you do please share.
One experience I would like to share is an event that occurred a few years ago, that while I was sleeping, I felt as if someone was watching me and faint talking. As I awoke, the whole room was bright with white light and there were two large beings in white robes with white hair standing over me with scrolls in their hands, I could clearly see that in the background there was like and open field and nature, they were gesturing towards me so I knew that they were talking about me, I realised that this wasn't a dream and had such a startle that I'm actually awake that they noticed me being awake and being afraid they immediately vanished. Something that also stuck with me is the expressions on their faces were something like: "oh shes awake, she's not supposed to be awake" As if we were both startled. Until this day I still wonder what that was about.
So there you go, those are some of the things that happened to me and still happening and I was wondering if someone has an idea on why this is happening or have someone else experienced something like this? And if you think I'm crazy - Thank you, that's a compliment. They also thought Jesus, Albert Einstein, Da Vinci and Plato were crazy, just to name a few I'm very fond of:)
In love and light