I have lost my beloved Putru (rabbit). Putru is her nick name which came instantly on my mind. She's not present with me physically but she is always with me. I always used to intro her to my friends & everyone says that she is my 1st born (and will always be).
A few months back I had a miscarriage but she helped me a lot in tough time. Just her presence, jumping or running around my feet used to make me happy, she used to try everything to get my attention and tried to change my mood.
Since she left her physical body, there were lots of things going on at the same. I want to know what was all that and what does it meant?
One day, I was sitting on my sofa and she was relaxing near my feet. I looked at her and started crying and felt something wrong is going to happen related to her. Then after few days she developed dental problem, which was normal & just needed to trim her tooth. We (me & my hubby Shri) got it done & she seems ok. I was with her whole night taking care and when felt she is better.
Around 4.44 am I thought of taking nap for an hour or 2. In my deep sleep I saw a dream which is still very fresh on my mind as if I just saw... I saw a Beautiful Pregnant black goat with very shiny coat (hair) just about to give birth and I woke up with that dream and went straight to her room to check on her. She was breathing very fast & trying to breath with mouth open. We rushed her to vet. Doctor gave her some injections & we got her home but within 10 minutes she left us. For me it was difficult to handle, for moment I had gone mad. Then again rush her to vet though we had already realized that she had crossed over, but while she was taking her few last breath I saw her face in great peace and for sec I felt she is fine (seeing her peaceful face).
I want to add one more thing... While all that was going on I saw my grandfather In my dreams telling me don't worry for anything am there beside you to help you. My grandfather was dead before I was born, I just saw his photo
What I want to know is...
(1) after so many years I saw my grandfather in dreams & it was just a strong image and felt his touch on my shoulder and my forehead as if he was blessing me.
(2) why I started crying all of sudden. My bunny was perfectly fine?
(3) what does dream of pregnant goat about to give birth mean? Was it any kind of indication?
(4) while taking her last breath I saw her face as peaceful
And she was looking towards sky from open window. I want to know was she seeing anything or anyone?
I know whatever I have written could be difficult to read because of so many questions on mind which I am not able to frame properly, and am really sorry for that