My Name Is Carlos. I am 15 years old and I am very confused.
At the age of 13 I started realizing I was psychic. It started with me seeing shadows and figures of people and over the years it moved to my dreams coming true and hearing voices. Now the figures, the dreams and the voices only happen at night when I am about to sleep.
When I was younger between the ages of 5 and 9, my mom said I would have night terrors. Like usual night terrors I would scream and I would walk around but my mom said I would also yell at things.
She said I would look behind her or beside me and scream " Leave me alone!". When this started happening my mom actually thought I was possessed. I don't remember much of my younger years but I do know that I did not remember my dreams and I do remember one experience.
Once I smashed my finger in a door, and as you can imagine it hurt. That night I feel asleep in my parents bed with my thumb throbbing. I awoke in pain. When I awoke there was this white figure. And honestly it looked like a bunny which it was not even around Easter but it was very clear that it was a human size bunny. The Bunny began my thumb and the pain was completely gone from my thumb. I remember feeling warm and calm and for some odd reason I didn't freak out. I didn't even speak which I talked a lot back then. It was like what ever it was soothed me and I am positive I was awake because I fell back asleep very quickly.
Unlike most people I was happy about all of this because I had always wanted to do this, and due to this want I had convinced myself I was seeing things that weren't there which led me to question my sanity. Now as time slowly went on there were the small things here and there. The figures... The dreams.
I even had moments where I knew what someone was talking about even if they didn't put much detail in it. An example of this is once I was talking to a teacher in Biology and she said that she wanted to tell me something good but she could not. That was all she said and suddenly I knew she was talking about this big test I was worrying about.
In 2006 my family lost a remote to the TV. Now being many years later the remote was the last thing on my mind. A few weeks ago I came home and my mom said " Guess what I found!". And the first thing that came out my mouth was " The remote?". (I don't know what to call this its like I know what people are talking about)
Well this was not enough evidence for me. I wanted to do better things I wanted to be stronger and do things that I could not.
Then the figures and voices began to bother and scare me. In result of this I started surrounding my bed with pillows and blankets and even toys and in my head this was a barrier between me and the spirits. Well my mom began to worry so I told her what was going on. My mom can dream the future she has been doing it for many years and so she pretty much told me. " This could be real but it could also be in your head."
Later on my mom happened to call a radio show which Medium/Clairvoyant Lisa Williams was Hosting.
My mom Mentioned the blankets and the figures. And Lisa Said that Her guide was telling her that I was a very powerful Medium and Psychic.
Now I truly believe Lisa Williams is real I even went to one of her shows, so now I had one of my idles saying that I was psychic and this made me happy.
Now I even question what Lisa said I still question my sanity because I want to be stronger. I want to help people.
The voices I hear are not clear, usually my name or a bunch of voices talking at once. But once a voice said " Help your sister" and the next day my sister had to go to the ER because she accidentally broke something for playing to rough.
If I am Psychic I just want to know how to strengthen what I can do so I can help people.
I have Tried Meditating but it does not seem to help, and I have no control when these events happen.
Like when I want to know what's going on with a friend I can't Turn it on. It just happens at times which I don't want it to. My main goal is to be able to make it happen when I want.
I don't know if me knowing what people are talking about with little or no detail is some form of telepathy or empathy or something else!
I am just looking for answers and I hope you all can help me.